well just a quick update. I wont be around from the 31st to the 3rd..I shall be boarding in vermont. w00t! and new years party! yay. I wish i couldve gone to whistler...like some lucky bastard..*cough* riki *cough*. but jay peak is still awesome. plus I get to miss a day of school *persuaded parents and was able to drop of jody's assignment early..to mrs payans house..OMG i know where a teacher lives..gasp!*

well today was nice...ish. Went to best buy and guess what they had eiffel 65 contact! yay! And I also picked up a headset..which doesnt seem to want to work but thats all good. And did some more packing for vermont. which I might not even be going to anymore. cause where booked for the 3rd..but guess when the 3rd is, monday. 1st day back from school. and my parents wont let me miss it. So new years alone for me? Perhaps. Or just a shortened vacation, which is what I hope will happen. But we shall see. Regardless. My x-mas break will have been kick ass whether or not I go to vermont

Wee I went boxing day shopping. Biked to the 95 stop..yes thats right BIKED. in the snow. xD. And went to chapters where I met up with chris ross and eric faucher. We saw a book on "becoming friends with hitler" :O! anyways I bought a calendar from chapter and from there we went to future shop. (i wanted to try and find eiffel 65 - contact) Couldnt find it at future shop. So we went back to chapters and chris's parents picked us up and drove us to place dorleans. Went to hmv. and guees what The cd has been discontinued..OH thats just great. Ill have to see if I can get it on ebay or something or "burn it off the net" like the person at hmv suggested. Anyways I bought Ministry Of Sounds annual 2004 and 2005. I also rode in a shopping cart and crashed over a curb onto the snow. great fun. Went to timhortons, got a drive back to where my bike was, And carried on my way home. Fell off my bike 3 times and skinned my knee one of those times. And now I am going off to watch some of the many anime cds that jody gave me xD

Listening to- Blank and Jones in the mix


Well enough of that emo journal entry. x-mas is coming up soon! Yay! I hope everyone has a merry christmas and a happy new year. I know ill have fun on new years. Bloody party in vermont! yay! Still sucks cause I have a bunch of work to do for school and Im like. Bleh to lazy to do it its the holiday. Yeah and yesterday I went downtown with Jody, Damien, Ken, and geoof. I got to the bus station wayyyy to early, I was there at 11 35 and we where meeting at 12:00. So around `12 ish, they walked by and I swear to god if ken didnt turn and look at me whilst they walked by I would have had no idea they walked by. We starting heading up the stairs and I was kinda like..umm wtf shouldnt we be waiting for jody. By the time we got to the food court damien was like Oh wait werent we supposed to wait for jody somewhere. Yeah at the bus terms I told him..Oh shit he goes. Fuck I had been asking ken what was going on. So anyways I went back to wait for her. And told Jody what was going on. From there we went downtown after Damien ate. I bought 3 mangas(love hina,wish and bought onegai teacher afterwards in place) and 2 sexy little figures (gave one to jody cause I got the same one twice..random my ass). From there Geoff Ken and Damien went to some surplus store while me and Jody went back to place d'orleans(oui je parle le francais!) We walked around there trying to find a dvd. And couldnt find it. So we decided it was time to head home..or not as neither parental unit was home. So we sat at the massage chairs. and waited a bit to call. Then I got a ride home With jody, And was kissed by her dog..*shudders* (so brushed my teeth when i got home). And Now im just chillin on a ..wedsday night. I think. He he stares at sexy figure. mm pink stockings.

Well lets see what new things have happened. Starting this Sunday I will no longer be around From Sunday-Thursday, online of course. And when High School is over I'm out of the house. Why? My parents finnally saw my report card, never in my life have I ever seen my dad so angry at me, never have I seen him like that. Ya know, It's times like these that make you realize even after all that you've managed to get through, all that you've managed to acomplish personally, and all that you've managed to overcome, There is going to be more that you will have to go through, More that you will have to accomplish, and more climbing to do. And you ask yourself, Why am I doing this if it only leads to more climbing. I dont know the answer, because right now as far as I'm concerned, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, It may seem like you're reaching that light, but just when you've almost reached it, everything goes pitch black again. But why, why is there no happy ending, why must things constantly screw up or go wrong, why must there always be a state of conflict, and why must evil things keep coming my way..Why..Or is it just me...?