well just a quick update. I wont be around from the 31st to the 3rd..I shall be boarding in vermont. w00t! and new years party! yay. I wish i couldve gone to whistler...like some lucky bastard..*cough* riki *cough*. but jay peak is still awesome. plus I get to miss a day of school *persuaded parents and was able to drop of jody's assignment early..to mrs payans house..OMG i know where a teacher lives..gasp!*

well today was nice...ish. Went to best buy and guess what they had eiffel 65 contact! yay! And I also picked up a headset..which doesnt seem to want to work but thats all good. And did some more packing for vermont. which I might not even be going to anymore. cause where booked for the 3rd..but guess when the 3rd is, monday. 1st day back from school. and my parents wont let me miss it. So new years alone for me? Perhaps. Or just a shortened vacation, which is what I hope will happen. But we shall see. Regardless. My x-mas break will have been kick ass whether or not I go to vermont

Wee I went boxing day shopping. Biked to the 95 stop..yes thats right BIKED. in the snow. xD. And went to chapters where I met up with chris ross and eric faucher. We saw a book on "becoming friends with hitler" :O! anyways I bought a calendar from chapter and from there we went to future shop. (i wanted to try and find eiffel 65 - contact) Couldnt find it at future shop. So we went back to chapters and chris's parents picked us up and drove us to place dorleans. Went to hmv. and guees what The cd has been discontinued..OH thats just great. Ill have to see if I can get it on ebay or something or "burn it off the net" like the person at hmv suggested. Anyways I bought Ministry Of Sounds annual 2004 and 2005. I also rode in a shopping cart and crashed over a curb onto the snow. great fun. Went to timhortons, got a drive back to where my bike was, And carried on my way home. Fell off my bike 3 times and skinned my knee one of those times. And now I am going off to watch some of the many anime cds that jody gave me xD

Listening to- Blank and Jones in the mix


Well enough of that emo journal entry. x-mas is coming up soon! Yay! I hope everyone has a merry christmas and a happy new year. I know ill have fun on new years. Bloody party in vermont! yay! Still sucks cause I have a bunch of work to do for school and Im like. Bleh to lazy to do it its the holiday. Yeah and yesterday I went downtown with Jody, Damien, Ken, and geoof. I got to the bus station wayyyy to early, I was there at 11 35 and we where meeting at 12:00. So around `12 ish, they walked by and I swear to god if ken didnt turn and look at me whilst they walked by I would have had no idea they walked by. We starting heading up the stairs and I was kinda like..umm wtf shouldnt we be waiting for jody. By the time we got to the food court damien was like Oh wait werent we supposed to wait for jody somewhere. Yeah at the bus terms I told him..Oh shit he goes. Fuck I had been asking ken what was going on. So anyways I went back to wait for her. And told Jody what was going on. From there we went downtown after Damien ate. I bought 3 mangas(love hina,wish and bought onegai teacher afterwards in place) and 2 sexy little figures (gave one to jody cause I got the same one twice..random my ass). From there Geoff Ken and Damien went to some surplus store while me and Jody went back to place d'orleans(oui je parle le francais!) We walked around there trying to find a dvd. And couldnt find it. So we decided it was time to head home..or not as neither parental unit was home. So we sat at the massage chairs. and waited a bit to call. Then I got a ride home With jody, And was kissed by her dog..*shudders* (so brushed my teeth when i got home). And Now im just chillin on a ..wedsday night. I think. He he stares at sexy figure. mm pink stockings.

Well lets see what new things have happened. Starting this Sunday I will no longer be around From Sunday-Thursday, online of course. And when High School is over I'm out of the house. Why? My parents finnally saw my report card, never in my life have I ever seen my dad so angry at me, never have I seen him like that. Ya know, It's times like these that make you realize even after all that you've managed to get through, all that you've managed to acomplish personally, and all that you've managed to overcome, There is going to be more that you will have to go through, More that you will have to accomplish, and more climbing to do. And you ask yourself, Why am I doing this if it only leads to more climbing. I dont know the answer, because right now as far as I'm concerned, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, It may seem like you're reaching that light, but just when you've almost reached it, everything goes pitch black again. But why, why is there no happy ending, why must things constantly screw up or go wrong, why must there always be a state of conflict, and why must evil things keep coming my way..Why..Or is it just me...?

Well for once my weekend is actually pretty cool. yesterday night I went to see stomp. which was fucking amazing! however, We did end up wasting one ticket..so we had a seat for our coats(me and my mom) My aunt was there to, 2 rows behind us(she had tickets before we did apearntly). God. I still cant belive how awesom that show was. Who ever would have thought you could have made music with brooms. Or pipes. Man there is some mad talent in that play. I had supper late to at like 10pm 11p at taco bell! xD. And I stayed up till four am playing..star ocean! whoo, my charachters suck thou(lost 1 hr of progress cause they died >_<). Then today, I went out and about, sold some books(alot of my moms), then waited for the bus to get to place..froze my ass of..It was soo cold outside. When I got to place d'orleans I walked to microplay(near place) and tried selling some games..But NOOOOOOOO I CANT cause im not 18 and the city bylaws say that i HAVE to be 18 to get money from microplay for the games..Bastards..and theres a fucking 3000 dolla fine attached per fucking video game that is "illegaly"(i cannot emphasize how loosley i say that) bought off me. So..Books..Okay! Video games..OMFG YOU MUST BE 18..why.. Anyways enough rant. after microplay I went back to place, And bought presents/christmassy stuff. Going into la senza(lingerie store) alone. Was kinda weird..Im glad nobody I knew was in there..or as far as i can tell saw me going in or out.. I'm kinda proud of myself that I was actually Able to go in and didnt like freeze up at the entrance or something. And tommorow I shall be getting wrapping paper from zellers. cause its cheap there(3.99..compared to other places where i saw i for like 5.99). So yeah.. thats my weekend.

Well today was a bad day and a good day. We got our report cards today(will post down below, Which was kinda blah cause I didnt do so well, But oh well its my fault for my bad marks anyways ill just have to correct myself. After school Jody and I went shopping at place dorleans. Oh my god I have no idea how long we spent shopping we where both so dead tired afterwards. But it was awesome shopping and stuff, I bought star ocean till the end of time*still doesnt get the reciet for it*! whoo now I can play it 2/47! Jody bought, A manga, and some clothes..Like this really really sexy top and jeans. After wards we had fries from new york fries..this time we got a large instead of a super large or w/e so we didnt have an insane amount of fries, But we still got to much ketchup. The I waited with her for her dad to come and pick her up, While listening to that damn annoying squeaky door. After her dad came, I missed the 130 from the buss terminal by 10 min. So I figured id try my luck and take the 95 to see if I could intercept it. I was able to. sort off. Right as I got off the 95 there it goes. So im like. It takes half and hour to get to my house anyways. *walks* It was kinda creepy walking so late. I think I got home at about 7 30 ish. And worked on my debate for english tommorow*is so gonna own*. And here are my report card marks

Course title: Understanding Canadian Law
Teacher: Sutton, M
Grade: 53%
Class Average: 68%
Attendance
Classes missed/Total Clases
2/45
Times late:

Comments: XXXX communicates information and ideas with some clarity. he uses critical thinking skills with moderate effectiveness. XXXX demonstrates some knowledge of facts and terms. Parent/Teacher interview is requested.

Learning skills
Works independantly:satisfactory
Teamwork:Satisfactory
Organization:satisfactory
Work habits/homework:satisfactory
Initiative:Satisfactory

My Comments/Take: I love that class, I really do, even with my low mark. Which I dont really get but I think has to do with some low test scores. anyways Im sure this mark will be higher by the time the school year is done



Course title: Mathematics of personal finance
Teacher: Schreider, G
Grade: 68%
Class average: 57.5%
Attendance
Classes missed/Total Clases
4/45
Times late:0

Comments: XXXXX demonstrates a good understanding of concepts. he is complete the assigned work but could become more focussed in the classroom. this same good effort must be maintained in order to have continued sucess in this class.

Works independantly:good
Teamwork:good
Organization:Satisfactory
Work habits/homework:satisfacory
Initiative:Satisfactory

My Comments/Take: He he, Im sure Mrs. payan would be proud. Maybe I should tell her about my mark. Anyways. Kick ass math mark *happy tears* I never thought Id have a mark this high in a math class. (Jody's 90 plus something still owns mine thou, But shes alot smarter then I am XP) but This mark could probably be in the 80 plus if I really applied myself. But im above the class average..*feels uber*



Course title: english
Teacher: Bartlett, S
Grade: 65%
Attendance
Classes missed/Total Clases
3/45
Times late:5

Comments:XXXX comunicates with a clear sense of audience and purpose. He uses he required language conventions with limited accuracy and effectiveness. Greater effort regarding editing and proofreading along with consistent homework completion is essential for XXXX's success.

Works independantly:Satisfactory
Teamwork:good
Organization:Needs improvement
Work habits/homework:good
Initiative:good

My Comments/Take: *shrugs* I could be doing so much better and I damn well know it, especially with the proofreadingness and stuff. And I am having no problems in that class understanding anything. So this ones gonna go up a huge amount hopefully



Course title: Visual Arts
Teacher: Schleich, N
Grade: 50%..Ammended to 66%
Class average: 82%
Attendance
Classes missed/Total Clases
4/45
Times late:4

Comments: XXXXX Participates well in Art class. he makes a consistent effort to complete eache assignment to the best of his abbiliy; however, he forgets to submit work for evaluation. Attention to organizational skills will result in a higher mark. Parent teacher interview requested

Works independantly:satisfactory
Teamwork:Good
Organization:Needs improvement
Work habits/homework:Satisfactory
Initiative:needs improvement

My Comments/Take: Okay to explain the ammended ness. Pretty much It was a 50% on the report card. But some stuff that I handed in last minuite brought it up. But the increase in mark was never recorded. So she just put 66 in pen and put her signature on my report card. Which was really great/nice of her. Cause I would have been dead if that mark was a 50..In visual arts. Cause I would have had to explain that and my law mark to my parents

Average: 63%

Overall Comments On the report card: I am disastified with this report card. Not because I feel that the teachers arent marking me correctly, But for my own effort that I put in. I feel that I Could And should Have Much higher marks across the board. So thus I am going to step up the effort I put into my work across the board. To attain higher marks. For I have only myself to blam for the bad marks.

Well. I swear. first Riki, Introduces me to Fanta, and Monster and gets me hooked on those drinks. And now Jody has got me addicted to..star ocean! that game is so awesomely amazing! Now addictions all aside. What Did I get up to today; Well I got my haircut *pictures up tommorow*, Ate lunch at a restaraunt cause dad wanted to treat the family for the hell of it, And gave Jody the SO I got for her yesterday(but shes paying me back). I went to the bulk barn today too..And I saw Hemp cereal. It was so weird. I was like..is that the Hemp I think it is. It was, it has Hemp Seeds as an ingredient @_@ yay stoner cereal! Also my rooms are slowly being put back together but we have to let the pain set..And because my parents are paranoid about the smell of paint we have to air out the top floor(which involves opening all the windows to let..the nice fresh..and fucking cold..air in) anyways. I think I shall go and play more star ocean (is stuck >_<).

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Kai Tracid - Live @ nature one

Well, ya know how I said I wasnt gonna do much today..Boy I was wrong. Apearntly where getting some rooms upstairs repainted(painters coming on wedsday. So for the entire day I was Moving stuff around. Very long and tiring. My compuer room right now is soo empty. And tommorow I gotta empty my bedroom. So ill have 2 very empty rooms and one room downstairs that will be packed full of stuff. My room shall be green..Muwahahahahahaha..peacful green to be exact..ehehehehehe.

Mood: blah
Listening to: "The Deep Blue" Live

Well lets see. I Blacked out today. As everyone In gr 11 and 12 already knows(Woot I feel so good that im gossip worthy). Anyways. I blacked out at the blood donor clinic. I was sitting on a chair waiting for stage 2 of the aplication filling process..And from the chair you can see all the people on the portable cot type thingies, Course I decide to watch someone giving blood. The needle going into the arm..And then I watched the blood going through the tube and such..For some reason..That made me really really queasy, I started to sweat a bit and was light heady/woozy, So I went to the refreshment table, figuring that something on my stomach would be good. So I asked for some fruit punch and the person put it on the table. The last thing I remembered before blacking out Is looking down at the cup and feeling really woozy, Then the next thing I knew i was being guided to the floor by 5 nurses/doctors and one volunteer(alex..Thank god it was him). The first thing I thought of..was, wow..A bit of a over reaction by the doctors I was just a little light headed course I didnt realized I had blacked out)...Then They put some cold clothes on my forehead and neck, And one of the doctors wiped my face with a paper towel(cause My face was so sweaty)..And lifted me up onto one of the strecher/cots And had a fan running to blow cold air. So from there I spent all of period 2(and Still got a phone call for being absent) in that cot recuperating. While I was in the cot alex had filed me in on what had happened, And where the pink patch on my arm came from, I fell on the juice, got it all over my registration form and stuff. I was so damn weak after blacking out. I couldnt sit up until a half an hour/45 min later..which was a bitch cause my mouth was so damn dry. Anyway's after the first hour of sitting there I kinda felt better. So I think around 11:15 ish I was able to stand and walk to the refreshment table. Had some more donuts, thanked Alex for being there and helping me through(he was literally beside the bed the entire time), And before I went on my way Alex took one of the "be nice to me I gave blood today" stickers and scratched out "gave" and replaced it with "saw". By the time I got out. It was 11: 20 ish So I figured Id just go and find Jody. I found her with Damien And Ken. I told them what happened, and Jody, Damien, Ken, and I went across the street for Pizza. Holy crap it was windy going across, Everyones hair was so funny. Jody payed for my pizza as repayement for the fries yesterday. And I bought myself a Dr Pepper cause I got a bit thirsty(which Jody had some of..XP..she's such a mooch..j/k). Oh, And while we where eating pizza Jody wanted to put some mascara(sp?) on me..So being Mr. Open to new experiences, I let her. Omg I looked so funny xD! The funny thing was, Alot of people at school noticed, people on my bus noticed, but I dont think my parents noticed(cause they didnt say anything to me) After Lunvh, I had my art clase where I chose what to have on my ceiling tile, And put the undercoat on the ceiling tile. Then boring Law class to round of the day..Really boring cause we had a sub..and the sub work with it(work that is so obviously assigned to you just so you will keep "busy" during class). And thats my very eventful day. Sadly I dont think the weekend will be so eventful, I might be shopping tommorow thou *shrugs*

Mood: ._.
Listening to: Be Still my heart- Deepest Blue

Woot. Happy haloween everyone. As it has official been the 31st for 4 hours!

Mood: Hurt..;_;
Listening to: Chakra V - uprising vol 1(right click)

Yeah just posting this as an update to see if I didnt completey screw up my blog. I pretty much spent most of the day today listening to alot of music, and refreshing/ gaining new, Knowledge on html. I did get out to do a bit of shopping with my mom, got halloween candy, Some new headphones And crest night effects(so ill have a perfect little smile..not like it matters..). Well. I hope everyone likes my new blog layout..It's still not done too!

Mood: Meh
Listening to: Chakra V - uprising vol 1(right click)

Well Lets see went to the mall with Jody,Cina, Julliano and myself. More info on that can be found on Jody's blog(pointless for me to post again) But I will say what happened after jody left. Cina and I headed of to the bus stop. Because She needed change and I was thirsty we stopped at the little mini mart thingy in the bus terminal, I bought a pop. But on the way out..that door..that damn door...damn damn door; Cina held it open for me but her finger slipped and the door slammed back like it was spring loaded, Now I have a bruised shoulder >_< stupid door, I should sue the door making company. Okay now onto today. What a wierd morning it was today. I get woken up by my dad at 7:30 and he tells me that everone has slept in so I need to get ready fast. I still dont know how, But I was able to catch my bus. I got to school and everyone was so..Nice looking, Jody and her pretty pom pomed sweater. Cina and her eleogant shirt, Julliano and his neo-esqueness, Oh and allisons shirt which got this response from Jody: "oh im sorry for staring at your breasts". Anyways. English class did very little. Math class, I walk in, Sub asks for my name, I tell it to him, And he tells me that im free to go..Nice! As im walking down the hall I run into chris ross, And he asks me if I want to go to tim hortons, So after some deliberation I decide ah what the heck Ill walk with him to tim hortons and go and pick up my camera and my entertainment book(cause they where due back thursday). As where aproaching tim hortons I realize im just gonna have enough time to get home and catch the oc back. So I said good bye to Chris and gunned it home, When I get to my house. Theres my aunt cleaning our house(she does it every second friday) Im just sooo glad she was understanding and wasnt like OMFG im gonna call/tell your parents. I pocketed the camcorder,grabbed my book, Oh and a five alive(hey I did just run to my house), and carried on my merry way. By the time I got back to the school I was able to sneak into the gym. First thing I see upon entering is a can flying in the air. Thankfully Pat was able to lead me to Jody, Damien, Ken and the rest of the gang. From there we went to the pizza place...And where taped by Ellijah(pro. e-lie) for his "tech class". Don't ask made no sense to me either. I also took alot of pictures and video. After Lunch I had law with the most stupid sub ever. Just threw a movie on about law. And nobody..I mean nobody watched it, Everyone talked and he didnt care. Next came my art class. Which was fun, I got to get alot of work done on my colours self portrait. And then from there the only interesting thing that happened is some random gr 9 tried to act all cool and asked me "what the hell i was filming" as Jody and I where walking to the bus's. Apearantly Ken had some worse encounters with the gr 9's, They stole his headphones. Bastards, So I shall be apart of his "posse" on monday to set the gr 9's straight. The outlook for the weekend is looking like alot of relaxing! whoo.

Mood: Neeeerrrd
Listening to: Meganite mixed by Mauro picotto
Reading: Nothing
Watching: The west wing

Yeah. 87 overall on my part in the mock lotf trial! whoo. this is just an update so my calendar will change. And im going to court tommorow! with my law class. xD and the other gr 11 law class. Anyways thats all for now

Mood: Cold
Listening to: Turn Out Right - Deepest Blue
Reading: Lord Of The Flies

Well that was fun, Note to self: t-shirt weather is over. Yeah so I was able to pick up some grey pants (9 something. cheap), fake blood (97 c..thank you loeb), also able to drop my resume and app of at zellers(its so busy in there @_@), And I found out that my cellphone sucks at textmessaging. I set it to recharge and set off to get ready to go out and to finish my application. I finish my application and get my wallet etc so im ready to go. When I take my cellphone out of the recharger I noticed I have 3 new messages. One from riki saying that he didnt know my phone got text messages: 6:06 pm 10/7/04 One from jody saying that dan and cina where back together: 3:44pm 10/12/04 And another from jody telling me that I should bring my resume in soon cause zellers is getting really busy 10/23/04.. The funny thing is I figured the last message was sent today.. but my cell thinks its the 22..So I was kinda thinking..How the hell is jody sending me messages from the future..its very..sci fi! ~@_@~. Anyways I forgot to mention that last night I spent most of my night at cina's house..What was supposed to be me dropping of a cd turned itno me walking with cina...and going back to her house for a late late supper..>:D we booted her parents out of the kitchen table and staked it as our own(her dad was soo bloody sad thou). Then we went back upstairs and tried to get the cd to work..it wouldnt >_<. for the rest off the evening we just talked and did random stuff..Like me brushing her hair(so fun..her hair is so soft), Or her needing to change her pants..her closet door wouldnt close completly, So I just looked away while she changed(you have absolutly NO idea how tempting it was to just turn around, Especially with how beautiful she is. But My good side won out in the end).

Mood: Sleepy/Content
Listening to: Shooting Star - Deepest Blue, Felix da Housecat - Live@ dirty dancing 08/05/2004
Reading: Lord Of The Flies

-_-...I hate english class..stupid mock trial..Jacks guilty! end of story. >_>. Im probably gonna go out later today cause ive got some stuff to pick up..Like cheap clothes for my costume...I have to look like i just came off an island. and the worse part is my character(ralph) was like stabbed 3-5 times near the end of the book. so i have to show all that stuff >_> why does the english class seem more like a drama class now. Okay well i guess i should stop writing and go out and get all that stuff

Mood: Working/Studying
Listening to: Plummet - Cherish The Day (Stefano Sorrentino Remix)
Reading: School notes

I know I promised everyone that I would have a recap of what happened at lsc. But to be completely honest, I dont think thats gonna happen soon.. Cause My marks are slipping at school and this is the year I promised myself id try to aim for 70 above average..And thats not happening..so that means I'm not focusing enough on work n stuff so ill be focusing more on school work and studying. Cause in english ive got a 54%, Law last time I was updated I had a 55%, And math..Well I got a 88% on the first test and then 35% on the second test So my mark will probably be in the 60% range. Im just glad that now im more mature I wasnt thrown into a depression over the marks..instead im like..bring it on! And the fact that theres still 2 weeks for improvement until midterms come out..and alot of time to improve before the final marks. But I still have to show a 45% test mark in english and the math test mark to my parents..and im all afraid of how thats gonna go.. Anyways lets see whats going on in other news(which will be thrown at you randomly..).. Well, I saw shark tale on sunday, Pd day this friday! whoo, class lunch on thursday (im bringing a toaster xD) Law trip coming up, freed 12 gb off my comp recently..Umm yeah thats about all i can remeber for now!

steve was a Hunk O Burnin' Love in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Riki was An American Neeeeeeerrrrrrrdddddddd in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Thomas was a 1337 Hacker in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Jody is A Celestial Godess in this life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

Mood: ~_^ he he oops
Listening to: Fragma -Everytime you need me
Reading: math textbook

Wow. the devmeet yesterday..was a complete failure..I think. With the only people showing up being those who already knew each other. cept carrie's friend jon p..Hes got hippie glasses! xD. Lets see what did we do. We went into rideau...and like waited around for people to go to atm's and get money. Then we went to wang's noodle house in the market and had bubble tea! so awesomly awesome. The people at wang's are so nice they gave me soup for like 1 dollar less (me and carrie only had 7 25 combined and wonton soup costs like..8 00 but they gave it to us anyways. yay..carrie cant use chopsticks XD) Then while we were eating jp showed back up(carrie and him left to meet some people when we where in rideau..carrie came back before him) And with jp there must havew been at least like 15 people..so scary..jp shows up and the next thing i know there are all these people around me. ryan killpatrick was there to! he cut his hair..but its still long and stuff. then from there I went with pat on the 95 he was going back home i was heading to cinas..I was late already>_<(felt/feels so bad for his lateness)..got to cinas and was like dead(biked there from the 95 stop). her dogs are such sweethearts..their bark is really really damn loud thou. and they're obsessed with treats! Stayed at christina's house till 12:20 am watching anime and hanging out woot! house party ..with 3 people(cina julliano and i).her room smells so nice and is soo frigging cool..shes got like a tv,and a computer all in her room..and other stuff. so yup. great times at cina's cause shes such a great hostess!

Mood: ^_^
Listening to: Fragma - Everytime you need me
Reading: yearbook


Well this is an intersting time for me to be posting a blog entry isnt it! yeah 12 43 am! Yeah im hard core(or listening to the deep blue he he). Anyways my classes have gotten alot better now. and there all pretty good. Cept my math class. but meh thats only one class. And everything else is going along great now. Cept over the last week ive been not tired until 2-3 am(ive given it a name..deep blue syndrome) lets see. I got the review for jolt cola done like a couple days ago. Just waiting to grab a monster and review that..then part 2 of energy drinks will be done. yeah and dev meet tommorow i am going to. along with fruits basket at cinas house! woot. But my mom is like worried about the devmeet(christ i know 3 people there..) and blah blah. Its my mom..being my mom. Im going anyways. Ahh and i might be getting a job working for the food vendor people at the civic center...cause i know a friend who works there and shes picking me up a app and shes gonna give her manager person the good word on me(as tim hortons hasnt called back and its a week..) so yeah

anylyzing energy drinks part1
Drink: Hansen's energy
Size: 264 ml
Colour: Around the same as mountain dew
Ingredients: Astragalus 200 mg, Ginseng 200mg, ginko Biloba 30 mg, Guarana 30mg

Taste: It is listed as a citrus drink. the taste is similarly to most citrus drinks only it leaves a sharp horrible aftertaste in your mouth. I would equate the taste to what lemon soap probably would taste like only i wouldnt know. Also has a very sharp smell to it.

Energy Buzz: starts: almost 15 min after you drink it. Ends: arounn 2 hrs later..and has a pretty big drop off

final word: Noted on the can as "containing no fruit juice" no wonder the after taste is so bad. I also have an idea that this drink may have been around for a long time..as the copyright date on the can is 1999..And lets face in in 1999 how good where energy drinks? everyones idea of an energy drink back then was gatorade or powerade. still this is one of the few energy drinks that i know of that does not rely heavily on caffine and can still actually give you energy. so it is probably a good choice for those who like to go "au natrural" or "herbal"


Drink: Bawl's gurana
Size: 300 ml
Colour: clear
Ingredients: caffine 65mg Gurana. unspecified amount

Taste: by far one of the best tasting energy drinks ive tasted. Has a melony berry taste to it with a little bit of fizz. has a mild aftertaste to it..that you barely notice.

Energy Buzz: This one is weird..As it does not deliver a true buzz..But apearntly its a really good drink for keeping you up as i have been told...so i have not been able to verify this claim. Ive been told that it will keep you up for 3-4 hrs.

final word: One of the weirdest bottle designs ever..as the little divots all around the bottle make it feel really weird in your hand..they are probably there to go along with the name of bawls..This drink is also very popular among the computer nerds(heck the local compucentre has a mini fridge that all its stocked with is bawls..and thats the only drink sold) I have been told countless stories of lan parties etc where everyone was drinking bawls and staying up till 4 am. So apearntly it works for the nerds. But as for me it doesnt do much. great flavor minimal buzz(if there was any buzz) from what i experienced.

Mood: let me sleep my life away
Listening to: Useless chatting-???? (on .hack/sign cd)
Reading: nothing(in deep thought)

wow school is in 2 days. mixed bag of emotions from me. I want to go. but kinda bleh cause i know im gonna be so tired(thats what i get for staying up so late over the summer...but i needed it xD). Went downtown with juliano and christina again today. Had to buy a new bus pass id..I look so fucking bad. Honestly..if theres one thing i should learn never to do. its smile..cause i look so bad when i do it! Anyways. What did we do downtown. alot alot of walking. Went to rideau and the market. ate lunch at tuckers marketplace. Such good food. Then from tuckers we went to zee comic book shoppe but not before going through the mall so juliano could pick up some cds.and some how during the trip through rideau i ended up with a lingerie flyer in my backpack..thanks cina..>_>..xD. Then at the comic book shoppe i bought the chi in pjs figure thingy and julliano bought a dothack/sign cd..Where listening to it right now...Really good. After the comic book shoppe we spent the rest of our time at confed park. we left..after a hobo tried starting convo with us..He was telling us about how he got into bum fights..and how he walked down rideau with an axe..and he offered us weed and a bunch of other stuff..apearntly juliano and cina where amazed with how i could find something in common with the guy and hold a conversation with him. Although i really really shouldnt have been friendly with him. anyways we gave him fries(we saved them when we where at tuckers) and went on..but when i looked back the bum guy looked so so sad..I was like ;_;..but yeah. And we ran into richard on our way home on the 95..he waited till we caught the 130 home. And now julliano is at my house to sleep overnight. Also..just a point of intrest. when school starts i plan on cutting my time spent on the net back 70-90%

Mood: tired/exhasted
Listening to: deepest blue-give it away
Reading: negima vol 2

w00t. yesterday was so frigging fun! spent pretty much the entire day (11 am-11:pm) with friends. At around 11 am Cina and Julliano arrived at my house for a downtown trip. While we where waiting at the bus stop Julliano made a comment about my socks being rolled up..So I lifted them up to the bottom of my knees and did a sort of can-can style dance whilst singing Hidey didy didy didy(from "whose line"s Irish drinking song) And right as I was doing that the 130 from the other direction had stopped at the light..and everyone was staring at me on the bus..so I kinda just waved at them..then the icing on the cake..was the bus driver opening the window and yelling "what. no replay!?" So I pulled my socks up..and did it again xD! We rode the 130 to the mall where Julliano bought some glasses, I bought some pop and Cina bought chips. Then the 95 all the way to rideau. And from then on I think we walked around so much to various places. We ended up in confederation park and sat for around 2 hrs ish sitting and talking..oh and the wasps kept following us(this is war!)..So we had to keep moving. Then we went to city hall cause julliano had to refill his water. We went into the washroom..and as we where in their a security gaurd came in and combed his hair..I was like..wierd..shouldnt he be gaurding the hall meeting room or something..what he was really doing was gaurding the mayor..cause as me and Julliano are leaving the washroom their comes the mayor entering the washroom..It kicked into me right as he passed by..I was like dude thats our mayor(i should have been like omfg your the mayor and shook his hand xD)..I thought that was kinda cool..>_> I saw the mayor!!! Im so cool >_O. Then from city hall we went to zee comic book shop and talked with jon for a bit..they just got these chobits figurines..I might get one if I get the money quick enough (cause chi is so damn cute! xD). Then we got lost. had to ask for directions to get to rideau. On our way to rideau we decided that everyone would come to my house and watch a movie..(and my parents where okay with it..I thought my mom would be totally disaproving of me having a girl in the house..I guess theve finally realized Im 17 and mature etc..Woot) So we got to rogers and rented bowling for columbine..cause julliano hadnt seen it(how far behind the times is he xD!). And some doritos chips also. Went home and watched it until like 10 30 ish. At which point me and julliano walked cina home (cause shes only like 1 k from my house and it was dark) and julliano ended up sleeping over at my house(but hes gone already cause he had docters apointments at 9:30. So thats my 1337 day. *watches Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito while he waits for kima ga nouzomu ein to finish(3 hrs left!)* Muwahaha i can dl anime now that i cleared 7 gb on my comp *feels godlike*

Mood: Thinking
Listening to: its a fine day- atb,Remy and ROland Klinkenberg - Till ya Drop
Reading: Pita ten vol 1.

Okay I need to write something..Yes im back from california already..but everyone already knew that probably ^^;. Okay so yesterday i went downtown n stuff. left the house around 12. and arrived downtown around 12 45 ish. Went to the comic book shoppe to try and find negima vol 2. they didnt have it. so i went to see if silver snail had it they didnt have it but the did have pita ten..i was like sure *buys it*. and asked the store person if he knew when the next set of volume 2's would be coming to the store..he had no clue. i went back to the comic book shoppe. They said theyd have them in a week or so and i put my name down on a call list. I caught the next 95 down to the glouster center cause i was gonna meet jody at zellers to buy some dividers and give her, her souvineer. but when i got their it was like 1 56 and i was going to meet her at 4. I decided to kill some time by going to chapters, then to future shop. Only managed to kill like 20 min...in order to kill more time i bused all the way down to place dorleans(went to entertainment ink) and back. Arrived at the center again at 3pm..Still more time to kill. I was getting really hungry so went to burger king..and my lord burgers cost so much..I bought 1 whopper...the cheapest burger besides the jr whopper..and that cost me 3.19 pre tax..so like 3 60 with tax...went back to zellers...and their was this umm..picnic table around the side so i sat their and read my mange for 45 ish min..then went inside to zellers and found jody (not to hard with her streaky hairness xD). Then i got the binder dividers..so did she and she got some pencils..Then I met her mom..Shes so nice. she drove me home...their was a huge cucumber in the seat pocket in front of me. Got home..And like 5 min after i got home the comic place called me. they had negima in. I was supposed to go downtown today.. but caught up getting my haircut.. and helping my dad with backyard work. spent the rest of the day job hunting. went to fire sale..they arent hiring students...got home and jody told me esso was hiring..so i biked down their and handed my resume in. tommorow ill be giving my resume to the grocerystore near my house, tim hortons, subway, and picking up an applicaton form for mcdonalds and burger king. and going downtown to get negima xD

Universal studios i did yesterday..It was ffing awesome..The trip home was interesting...I had to explain to my ddad what "manga" is >_> that was fun. he thinks manga and hentai are the same thing..ehehehe...I wont tell him what hentai is so i can laugh at him. also today is my last day here! im going home tommorow whoo. Im so tired and so looking foreward to getting home..course when my family gets home theill be going straigh to bed...not me ill be getting on msn so i can catch up on what ive been missing over the last 2 weeks..well what stuff i havent found out from the blogs. AI have no idea what where doing today..cause where not going to la..And ive still got 80 american dollars and 20 canadian dollars. He he I know what im doing when i get home..anime shopping spree..maybye ill go to zellers and give jody a hard time XP..(j/k jody..and dont worry. I like never go to zellers O_O). So far...the only anime i got and only anime i probbably will have gotten in america is princess monnonoke..which is good cause i havent seen it back home in canada. anyways 46 seconds left. I relally reeally miss everyone and apologize for my horrible speelling. see ya in 24 hrs or so..20 seconds..

Bleh..this is driving me insane one min im all cool..the next min im all agrivated again..i wrote a poem ..

you brought him up to cloud nine
you temptress you
you gave hope
to a guy who all he wanted was that hope
you gave him that hope
by lying
and that poor soul dropped
from cloud nine
hit the floor
and their he and his heart lay
broken and dead

I know im not a good poet but whatever

Went boogie boarding with my dad in the morning..riki was right i should have worn a shirt..my nipples and crothc broke out in a rash >_<. but i rule at boogie boarding xD. Went shopping with my mom today. bought some stuff and i bought princess monnonoke dvd to. My dad bought some beer..He wants me to see what its like for me to get buzzed..Im lik wtf...what if i dont want to see what its like to get buzzed..and the beer tastes horrible anyways..>_>...I spent alot of time in bed yesterday..cause i was to -_- to move...>_>...<_<...but>_>..and i also finished buying presents for everyone today also XD..Anyways i will see all of you later ;_; really missing everyone..and theirs barely anyone here my age..to many little kids

Hey everyone. I amn officialy in cali! sis a 1 week road trip basically. Grand canyon a bunch of national parks, Vegas..played some slots ubntil i got busted. went to see a topless review show(but dont worry it wasnt a sstrip show,..it was artistic nude..and the femal form is a beatiful thing) Im having a great time in cali. but i really really feel disconnected from alll of you guys my close friends ;_;. Illll probably end up callibng some of you..those who i already havent sent post cards to. Now i have a week in cali! whoo Yes christina i know your jealous..No riki i dont think ill be coming to see you to far a drive my parents say, yes vicki i will call you soon. And yes i know my english is horrible right now,,but im at some dollar for 5 min internet acesss pad. Just spent 5 min typing,,Im gonna stop now so i can see whats been going on with everyone else. And btw ive got 14 pages worth of stuff in a written journal..so when i get back you will all hear about every little detail.

Whee..yesterday was so cool..but then it turned into a horrible night -_-;. Well, Yesterday during the day, I met vicki..and her friends kagami and leah. Oh and her brother to..but he didnt say much..Hes so spaced out xD. Yup, So while i was their we played ddr, Went into vickis room..and made a family of dolphins/whales (plus one seal! XD) (with her stuffed animals..she has so many O_O!). Ya im horible at ddr..and i cant sing "moonlight shadow anymore" >_>. I also stayed over at her house for supper with kagami and leah..I was so damn nervous cause i didnt know how big they where on table manners and stuff..so i probably was over mannerly..>_>. Well I had a great time over their..but in the begginning it was so weird. Me hanging out with 3 girls(well wierd for me..cause im used to like hanging out with guys..or like 2 guys 1 girl etc ) But after a while i got more comfortable around them and stuff...Ya ^^;;; I need to get out more i know. So ya kagami got picked up by her dad..then i left. And leah and vicki ran after me to keep my company (you guys are so nice ! :3). But it turned out i like got to the busstop and the bus came like 30 seconds after we got their..;_; I wish i had just missed it so i couldve spent more time with them....So i rode the 151..And their was nobody on the bus..so creepy. Then i got on the 95 (damn thing took so long) and then I just missed the 130 so i ended up walking home. Yay. got home and my mom was being such a... >_>. I get home..first shes mad because she didnt know where i was(i told dad damnit!) and it was their anneversary so i was like "happy aniversary?"*hug* and shes said something like..Normally you would get us a card..>_> then next thing i know she told me to clean my comp room..So i had to clean that till 12 and i wasnt allowed on the comp..Then i ended up staying up till 2 am in bed trying to get to sleep..and then i forgot to turn my alarm of so i was awoken at 7..And did chores all morning and now im here all tired..Oh and im going to the beach tommorow with julliano and christina..Woot!

more quizzes!
 

Heart of Gold

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Opinion......O_o......................Maybe i should become a priest?.........................................then no mairrage..........nah...........
 

You're a Glass of Wine!

What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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Opinion...xD red red red winnneee...8thinks of that song*
 
 
 
 

because im up right now..and am tired..but cant get to sleep(yes i know that makes no sense but right now my body makes no sense X_x) i did all these quizzes...which i will post now
 

You are Auron.  Wo0t.

Which Final Fantasy X Character Are You?
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opinion: woot im auron...shrug. I look all hiden and stuff..i like that
 

Pure Heart

You are an all-around kind and friendly
person. Though no one can have a blameless
heart, you are as close as they come. You like
to help others, even if it takes up your own
personal time and do favors for people at the
drop of a hat. You easily forgive and are
extremely easy-going. You are sensitive to
others feelings and may get a bit emotional.
You love your life and is satisfied with how it
is.

What kind of heart beats in you?
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Opinion: (note..the image was killed cause its to big its pureheart if anyone wants to see it) Umm anyone got an opinion on this..it doesnt seem like me..Im not pure...
 
hmm i also took the family guy quiz and was clevland

Okay wow..because im up and im tired..AND i cant get to sleep..yes i know that makes no sense...but right nwo my body is making no sense...anyways i did all these quiz things..and here they are
 
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size="1">Which'>http://www.stanford.edu/~atd10/quizes/fgquiz.html">Which Family Guy character are you?
 
Opinion..damn..Im sorry i wouldnt let a ball and chain whip me..Unconditional love and mutal love all the way!
 

You are Auron.  Wo0t.

Which Final Fantasy X Character Are You?
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Opinion..Woot im auron..im all silent and stuff..ya X_x
 

Pure Heart

You are an all-around kind and friendly
person. Though no one can have a blameless
heart, you are as close as they come. You like
to help others, even if it takes up your own
personal time and do favors for people at the
drop of a hat. You easily forgive and are
extremely easy-going. You are sensitive to
others feelings and may get a bit emotional.
You love your life and is satisfied with how it
is.

What kind of heart beats in you?
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Note: i took the pic out cause its to big....and would probably screw my template over.. anyways..Opinon: Okay..I dunno what to say on this one..anyone X_x.
 
 

extra extra read all about it! steve refreshes html knowledge and customizes his blog! LoL..All silli ness asideyou heard it. Cause ive got nothing to do at home. Im gonna start to make my blog all fancy @_@..So if anyone notices any problems with anything as i start to customize tell me.

Mood: Mentally spent
Listening to: Oceanlab - Satellite/singing satelite/long distance friendship(damn thing has to many names >_>)
Reading:My own thoughts.


*w00t. ive got american money now..the person on the 20 dolla bill is so fucking funny. Ya i went to the bryan adams concert last night. It was pretty awesome. I went with julliano and he brought a friend christina. shes all political like i am..so cool. And this time their where no pot smokers..But ive still got a headache..cause i got 3 hours of sleep last night(ish been thinking to much lately...). So ya heres a quick update of my blog just so some other stuff that wont update will update X_x.

Mood: ;_;
Listening to: the deep blue (recorded)
Reading: negama. vol 1.


Graww..Im so sad..vicki didnt come on tonight..;_;! I wanted to see how she did at her tt game n stuff. Well anyways you guys probably dont want to hear me bitch and whine about that. Some news..i got brave host now..And i can upload piccies..And for the first test..Im gonna upload a pic of myself XD the photographer who took it is jody...

Mood: -_-
Listening to: Suzy solar- the perfect trance 2.0
Reading: negama. vol 1.

Ugh im so sore..I went to the blues fest with julliano yesterday..To see all the bands and the last band was the tragically hip so their was alot of people their..and alot alot of weed smoke and cigarette smoke..So now Ive got a massive fucking headache. and im sore from standing up at the concert. oh and from walking around trying to find the comic book shoppe. LoL on our way back from the comic book shoppe we ran into this idiot with a keyboard.he asked me if i liked me. and i was like no.. HEs like watch this *speaks into keyboard* I like mike harris. and it played it back. me and julliano walked off..We saw him walk up to a car..i so felt like saying if you like mike harris so much why dont you fuck him up the ass..but julliano stopped me. The concert was pretty cool....Oh and we ran into ...whats his name...At the comic book shoppe. Hes the otaku who ken and damien know. Ya jon tremblay. >_> Anyways. for some reason this summer just keeps kicking ass..Theirs like the bad points but for some reason from the bad points their always seems to be some knowledge or growing that comes from learning how to deal with them(yes thats my philosphical jibberish for today)

Mood: Mood: Foxy
Listening to: Dj Marski- Majic Dance explosion 17
Reading: New type

Well this is driving me insane..everyones leaving. Rikis gone..vickis..going..And to top it off..the area around my house has become bird mating country..So far ive seen 2 bird couples having sex..and one male trying to mate with a female(she flew of..I yelled at the bird "reeeeeeeeeejected!"). I should put up a bird hotel and call it chatau sex...An make it all playboy like XD. Maybye the robins who made a nest on the light will move their. Speaking of nature. I must have a green thumb..Because I planted one jallepeno plant..And its shot up to hell..From one plant..Im gonna get..24 peppers so far..from the buds that ive counted and the peppers that are already filling up..So weird..I feel so proud of myself cause i was actually able to grow something thats gonna turn out all nice.

Mood: Burning!

Listening to: armin van burren- seven cities

Woot just got back from my fishing trip..it was fun as hell. We left for kingston around 11: am on friday. I think around 12:00 we stopped and had lunch at one of those gas roadstop places. I had a wendies triple burger..Mmm so much meat(feels like a lard ass thou XD). Then we carried on to kingston. We made it to kingston in about another half and hour. And got ourselves signed in at the launch...Omg that launch was so weedy..A worker at the launch was raking the bloody weeds. But it was a nice launch. We got underway and headed to the beggining of the rideau river..We got to channel marker number one, we celebrated(yay where at the begginning of the rideau canal >_>) Then we went under this really low bridge(cause where rebels and didnt want to go under the real channel bridge) We had to like duck and stuff..it was pretty funny. When we got to the other side of the bridge their was this huge ferry that takes people across the border..cause yes we where in lake ontario. We tried going further into lake ontario but we couldnt cause the waves where to big. So we tore down the channel to see where the first set of locks was..And we found them not to far away (i think the channel markers where green 87 and red 88). Then their was a little river that flowed off to the side of the locks..Which we manuvered the boat through..Holy shit the water was so clear..because of beaver mussles as some random told us. then as we got to the end..their was this like waterfall(10 ft highish) and a huge rock..Such a serene setting! We went back to the mouth of the little river, cut the motor and fished. It was hilarous i put some power bait(fake bait that smells horrible) on a tiny hook, Dipped the rodd in and these little fish started nibling on the rod..so easy to catch. I caught like 5. Including a baby bass that had red eyes(scared the shit out of me)..with sharp prickly fins to! Then we went back to where the water fall was. and i swam around while my dad fished and i watched a great blue heron fish near the waterfal. Eventually i had this funny idea. I was abble to get to the middle of the waterfall and sit down on a rock..and i did this like meditating pose..as the water was coming down on me(omg it was so relaxing..the weight of the water hitting my shoulders..such a good massage!). Swam around for some more then we went back to the marina and headed of to this motel. it was full, so we tried going to the ambbasodor hotel(not really for ambassadors only..just a name) it wass full. we ended up staying at green acres inn..which is a motel..but is really luxurios. After we got checked in at the motel we headed of to have supper. We ended up having supper at a place called grizzly joes. Such a nice atmosphere, and i ate something funny their as an appetizer..CRIKEY! i ate alligator meat..Which was actually fucking tasty! then for the main course i had a plain ole hamburger n fries. with balsamic vinegar on the fries XD. Then we went back to the motel, watched some tv (david lettermen..ciouldnt stay up to watch leno ;_;). We got up the next morning(i.e. today!) And we explored more of the rideau from the locks up (my dad figures its a waste to go through the locks when we can just pull out and use the next launch up) So we explored goergian lake and the styx river(yes the river styx exactly how its spelt..I think they named it that cause its weedy as hell! The we got to the next set of locks and tied up their to watch a group of boats come down..and then another group come up..With like huge ffing boats..one of them was a house boat..came all the way up from jacksonville florida. :|, one of the many american boats we saw..LoL we wished them a happy july 4rth whenever we saw them. and only one wished us a happy canada day. Then we slowly headed back out. I decided to jig some more power bait..And boy was i lucky i caught a 5-6 inch bass. After that we fished then pulled the boat out at the camp ground that we launched at. Then did some swimming I cut myself around 2 times in the left hand umm *counts* 12-14 times on the right hand 7 times on the left foot and around 4 times on the right foot. Stupid zebra mussles are damn sharpe..and where all over the place..then dad called me out of the water..cause...the water was shit water..their was this island an their was litteraly pounds of some animal shit on the shore..Whoo i felt really good that i swam with open cuts trhough that water -_-.So i got out and had to snake my way through the camp ground..As i was making my way through their was like this group of tween american girls..Who asked me if i was canadian i told them yes..and one of them called me a "cute canuck" O_o..I pretended to be in a hurry or something and found the washroom changed and was on my way. On the way home. we stopped at a wendy;s for lunch again. This time i had a double burger..:O less meat and i feel less like a lard ass. We left that place. And i slept in the car..intil we where like 20 min from the house! We got home and unpacked. I soaked my feet in bleach/javex..To disinfect n stuff, had a shower and here i am now! burned to hell even though i had sunscreen on..and tired because i got 5 hours of sleep last night.

Ya id just thought id let everyone know that im not gonna be here for the next couple of days cause im going on a fishin trip with mah dad(speaks like a hick). SOthat should be fun.,.And oh i really do plan on finishing the 3 parts o the journals that highlight what happned during the exams.

i feel so stupid right now..cause im sure i screwed up again.. So im gonna do this quiz to take my mind of things..yay >_>;

x ] Wallet | Black with alot of blue stuff on it..Like stuff that ive drawn on with a paint marker.. On the inside where the change part is..Jody drew this "=^_^=" And then on the outside it says " this wallet has been to many places* Off a roof* Under the cat*in jody's bra*Back pocket* Lost* Under dads interrogation
[ x ] Hairbrush | Wood and i dont use it much
[ x ] Toothbrush | Orange reach toothbrush..I had an electrical one like tories but i lost it ;_;
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily | My silver chain, and my White gold ring.
[ x ] Pillow cover | Umm Navy blue..In the navy..you can do what you want..In the navy..Oh god what was that song..*opens kazza*
[ x ] Blanket | LoL..its got like stars n planets on it..But its always covered by my navy blue comforter.
[ x ] Coffee cup | Dont have one..I only drink coffee when i go to tims
[ x ] Sunglasses | umm dont have any
[ x ] Underwear | A nice tight leather tho...NO...I am canadian boxzors
[ x ] Favorite shirt | My light blue exco shirt.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume | Dont wear none na na na na nana nana dont wear none(sung to the tune of "cant touch this"
[ x ] CD in stereo right now | Paul Van Dyk-Reflections
[ x ] Tattoos | umm one..its in blue ink and says..Buy food.
[ x ] Piercing | One in my ear thats probably grown over
[ x ] What you are wearing now | eh....-_-...Jeans and boxors and socks..No shirt yet >_>!
[ x ] In my mouth | gum
[ x ] In my head | What somebody probably thinks of me..This survey..and how much i hate myself for screwing up
[ x ] Wishing | For love
[ x ] After this | Thinking
[ x ] Fetishes | Underwear? >_>
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason | Thomas. Because hes the only one who can make me get pissed of to the point of imaturity..
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now | Vicki.. Stupid coach had to change your practice times..So i ended up meeting your mom ;_;.
[ x ] Is next to you | *turns to the left* My printer,battery recharger and scanner *turns to the right* My desk with all its clutter.An ottawa sun with the election results..A cup my mp3 player my 3 cameras (my technical professional one..my panoramic one and my cheap amatuer one.) my yearbook, my schoool photos, a plate, and a pencil/random junk holder.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies | Princess Monnonoke, Tears Of the Sun, Black Hawk Down, Umm theres some more. that i cant thinking of
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month | Going downtown with jody and vicki(yay finnaly meet you!), Going to california
[ x ] The last thing you ate | Breakfast..A breakfast bagel which consists of egg with onion and ham in it. And cheese(used havarti) Between a bagel and eaten like a sandwich (yes i am quite the uber cook)
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of | Loniless, People disliking me based on false stuff about me, And getting into relationships
[ x ] Do you like candles | Umm they smell nice
[ x ] Do you like incense | Ha Ha sure..Omg wait.i have some sticks from when i went to rock junction with jody damien and ken.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood | Oi yes i do..Im a vampire..Okay no
[ x ] Do you believe in love | Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates | Somewhat
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight | Oh ya..
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven | Umm
[ x ] Do you believe in God | If there is a god he must hate me.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die | \Umm wtf..dunno
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy | Tyler Roy and his gang o "cool people"
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be | A cat..i want to take ginger with me to college
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up | stayed awake for 29 hours..Like just recently to
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks | Yup..And i didnt even need to get taught..it was just like..pick up..Oh thats how its done.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin | penny!
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies | Sour keys..but i think their out of commision..so anything sour.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand | Each Other (leaves tories answer)
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better | the Opposite Sex, Relationships and Myself
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around | i wish vicki was still at st matts ;_; and that andy was still around (Held back tears reading his blog)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Relationships
02 | Fake people
03 | Showing my emotions and people thinking im weird

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Ken
02 | Jody and damien together or seperate
03 | vicki

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My good friends
02 | vicki XP
03 | food

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | All those "cool peoplle" with huge egos at the school
02 | My parents(do this do that..Omg no i wont let you visit a random stranger off the net.."mom shes not random")
03 |
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | love/relationships/girls
02 | People
03 | Myself.

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | My webcam and its funky stand(lego)
02 | My speakers (whoa where going to ibiza..)
03 | Photographs(i should set my dark room up soon -_-)

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Survey
02 | chatting with vicki
03 | watching anime

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: I couldnt really think of anything >_>
01 | to meet that special someone..that someone just for me(yes from chobits)
02 | To get a job and make money..and retire easy (god im soo lame!)
03 | Write a book..or something >_>(*hears cat screaming at him* YOU LAMER)

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Be me
02 | Take photogrpahs and develop them(is a photographer and a darkroom technician XD..)
03 | type fast

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Always willing to lend a helping hand/help out(sometimes to much so -_-)
02 | Really individuallistic.
03 | Kinda..lame..or something..

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | Usially wearing a hawwian style(not print style) button up shirt
02 | always wearing my chain and ring(rarely takes them off)
03 | Im dead sexcy! ( no im like..your average guy nothing special about me)

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: god who cares about what you cant do..it should be about what you can do! positive attitude.
01 | ask a girl out/tell a girl my feelings.(why didnt i learn that earlier)
02 | Be nice to mean people
03 | Talk to stupid people

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | My self
02 | adivice
03 | My emotions.

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Mean people
02 | anyone with a straight jacket on
03 | My neighbor

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | XD
02 | Omg
03 | Eh

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Sushi!
02 | cheese..in any form(yes vicki cake to XP)
03 | chinese food.

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | Play piano(electro)
02 | to draw/paint and other artsy stuff
03 | To write legibly

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Pop.(dr pepper)
02 | Milk(loves milk..or calpico water!)
03 | water i guess >_>

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: (wasnt allowed to watch tv until like grade 4)
01 | Pokemon
02 | Monster rancher(omg the ending to that was sooo corny)
03 | hmm... theirs another but i dunno what it is.

---------------GENERAL INFO---------------

* Time: 7:04 pm
* Date: June 27th? 2004
* Name on birth certificate:
* Age: 17
* Birthday: march 3rd 1987
* School: St. matts
* color of eyes: blue
* color of hair: blond
* Shoe Size: 13-14
* Brothers/Sisters: Vicki! Onee chan!
* Age of brothers/sisters: 16
* Who lives with you: Parents
*When is your bedtime? 10:00 sharp on school days..Summer..Whenever

---------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------

* been so drunk you blacked out: Nope
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: O_o..let me think about this one..hmmm..Oh ya their was that one ti..No.
* Been in a car accident: Yes
* Been hurt emotionally: Ya ;_;(many times)
* Kept a secret from everyone: he he yah!
* Had an imaginary friend: Umm let me ask bert here *talks to air beside him* So bert do i have an invisible friend...No And i probably had one
* Cried during a Movie: 1 tear rolled down my cheek..does that count?
* Had a crush on a teacher: Oh ya! you know those teachers and their matureness..NO!
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: Oh ya! like koboshi!
* Been on stage: nien
* cut your hair yourself: nope..unless you count shaving
* Been sarcastic: Oh no..me sarcastic..NEVER!

---------------FAVORITES---------------

* Shampoo: *runs to bathroom&* "sheer blonde moisture infusing shampoo Formulated for dry distressed honey to caramel blondes"
* Cologne/perfume: dont wear cologne.
* Color: Light blue, Yellow
* Day/Night: Daight
* Summer/Winter: Winter!
* Cartoon Characters: Anime..Koboshi, kotaru(pita ten), Hideki, yumi(chobits,,that reminds me i need to dl that)
* Fave Food: sour patch keys(but i think their no longer made ;_;)
* Fave Movie: Umm Princess Monnonoke
* Fave Ice Cream: Maple!
* Fave Subject: Anything politics or art related..and history
* Fave Drink: Dr Pepper
* Fave Alcoholic Drink: None.
* Fave Person to talk to on line: Onee chan <3 and="" br="" jody="" ken.="" vicki="">
---------------RIGHT NOW---------------

* Wearing: Jeans, And a red shirt
* Hair is: soft..Whoa..softer then normal*starts to pet hair*
* Feeling: Tired and confused about love/
* drinking: Nothing
* Thinkin Bout: Relationships
* Listening to: the humming of my computer..and dj silver
* Talking to: vicki
* Watching: the tree outside my house sway in the wind???O_o

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS---------------

* Worn a skirt? Oh yes..I really like a breeze around my..No
* Cried: Nope
* met someone new: Nope
* cleaned your room: Yes
* Done laundry: Yes
* driven a car: No

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------------

* Yourself: Yes
* Your friends: Yes very much.
* Santa Claus: Ya me n himm are drinking buddies. (no)
* tooth fairy: no.
* destiny/fate: kinda.
* angels: Yup. Cause ive met some ..in the form of friends.
* UFO's: No....................Yes...No

* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Ken.
* Who's the shyest: ummm Carrie
* Who's the weirdest: Jody
* Who do you go to for advice: Vicky, Jody, Ken, Jull..Heck all fo the,
* Who do you cry with: My self.
* When do you cry the most: Not often
* What's the best feeling in the world: To love and be loved in returned. or happiness XD
* Any advice: no..Ill have to kinda work it through my head to see how realitic it is
* Time: 7:23

Okay..just for the hell of it..I found my i flurtz quis results from school(compatability testing for a fundraiser0 so im putting them down

Best matches your grade(10)

1. Caleigh Jerry 86%
2. Nathalie gravelle 86%
3. Michelle Cowin 86%
4. Chelsea Smallwood 86%
5. Frances Devlin 86%
6. Kayla Kelly 86%
7. Kathryn Tasker 80%
8. Alexa Tholl 80%
9. Elanor Hohler 80%
10. Danielle Currie 75%

Best Matches Other Grades
1. Heather McCabe 8 92%
2. Caitlin Zywotko 11 87%
3. Evonne Winchio 11 87%
4. Al y kealey 12 87%
5 Erin Hynes 8 87%
6. Amanda Daluz 11 82%
7 Jody Godin 11 82%
8 Allaine McMurrer 9 82%
9 Nicole Mulenga 7 82%
10. Shana Conroy 9 82%

Ridicoulusly opposite matches
1. Catherine Kitts 10 19%
2. Marisa Hoskins 10 16%
3. Adrienne Ireleand 10 13%
4. Alyssa mmain 10 11%
5. Jessica Brule 10 3%

Best friend matches(all gr 10s)
1. Andre Sborwski 97%
2. Martin coudriau 97%
3. Marc dimmillo 97%
4. charlie tongue 97%
5. Mark zimmer 97%

Astro matches
1. holly salloum 9
2. Lyndsa grisold 11
3. Kayleigh york 10
4. Stacey hughes 7
5. Heather McCabe 8

Celeb matches
1. tyra banks
2. Cameron diaz
3. brandy
4. Janet Jackson (yay boob flasher!)
5. Drew Barrymore

Signs
Pisces 19 feb-20th march

Mojo: compassionate, caring pisces create a warm fuzzy vibe wherever they go. they will always offer a shoulder to cry on, and they need friends who will return the favor. At times, pisces can get lost in the crowd, taking on the personalities of the group their hanging out with. their vivid imaginations inspire them to take a creative aproach to any subject or activity

Vitals
Symbol: the fish
Planetary ruler: Neptune planet of dreams and imagination
Element: water
Color: Sea green, Violet
Secret Wish: to be loved unconditianly
Fav things: Movies Music the beach
Tarot card: emperess(passion)
car: cadilac escalade
Cant live without: A portable music player
On a good day: Gentle, Understanding, helpful

Famous pisces; Jenifer love hewitt, thora birch, drew barrymore, Lil Bow Wow, Freddi prinze jr. Shaqelle o neil

Birth date number 4- the conservative
4's aresensible and traditonal. they like order(wtf..im so messy) and routine. They only act when the fully understand what they are expected to do(do you have any idea how true that is and how hard it is cause im thinking of getting into romancing/ a relationship). They like geting their hands dirty(yay dirty!) and working hard. they are atracted to the outdoors and feel an afinity with nature( you can call me Ranger conrad now *puts on tight ranger outfit and yells crikey a mosqito). They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent.

Lesson to learn: They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Wedsday. The day it all started. I had my math exam in the afternoon in the gym but regardless of that, I was still at school in the morning. Why might you ask? because Ms. Payan My math teacher was giving those who came extra help. So basically i finished my math extra help asssignment package (100/100 YAY..XD anyone who did it got that basically..cause you re did stuff until you got it right). Then I did these assignments that she had put up on the board..And as always I was having trouble with "completing the square". So once again their i was behind her desk as she went over where i went wrong..Then I went back to my desk to try and complete another completing the square question..and something Like just clicked..ANd i thought Oh Wait..you do this..and then this..Okay...Probably wrong anyways. XD..So i went up and Was like" is this right?" and she was like yes. "OMG! i got completing of the square" at which point julliano was like..A good time to learn it eh. Then More questions and did some review work. Then left the room and went outside and hackeysacked. When i went back inside thou guess what..the room was locked..SO i was like o shit half an hour before exams..and my pencil case is in their..So i spent the next half an hour running around trying to find ms payan. But i couldnt find her so i figured..okay shell be on duty for the exams..I walk in their she is and im like..Miss payan! 8exasparted* she just points to my pencil case and calculator and said" I knew that was your pencil case but i wasnt sure which binders where yours as their was your name in it and another persons name" (she was reffering to jodies binder that she gave to me to study). Then the exam..It was really long..I was writing and doing as she told me to..just do the questions you know so you can get your passing mark..I had done quite a bit..then *hour mark you may leave now if you want to* So ive still got an hour left okay, I have enough time to go over and redo and check..but i swear to god that last hour felt like 30 mins..cause before i knew it..10 min mark..Oh shit. I havent gone over the test..But i was never able to go over the test :(. So it was over. And i went back to her room to pick up my binder. Then I went back upstairs and hung out with damien and jody..and we moved around a bit to. Then they went off..to work on a fan club or something..i tried finding out..but ken was like..a place where you shouldnt be going or something..Okay ken I get the point..you could have just told me fan club, and dont go with them..instead of being all assholeish XP. So ya i took the bus down to the mall with julliano and we had ice caps and ran into Kayla and kelly. We talked for a bit..and they told me how they thought i should be getting such higher marks in candian history. Kayla suggested to me that he hates me like he hated her brother. So afther me and judge jules mall crawled. We went to some chirpracters then to the ray friel..where we read in the library..I read some philosophy books. Then..from their his mom dropped me off at home..and as to what i did for the rest of the night i have no clue..I was to damn tired -_-...So ya that concludes part one The math exam..Tune in tommorow for Part 2 for..Omg Im soo fucking happy and the science exam.

Whoa. Im so tired-_-! but everythings over pretty much now. Passed Math, Passed science..Felt really good about my canadian history exam..I like blazed throught that..but spent a little to long on the short answer questions..Bah you know what. Im going to leave my blog as it is now and write a huge long coherent as posible journal entry that wont just be about today..It will start at the begging of the week and end with what im doing over the summer! *opens word*

Whoa! tis truly wicked wedsday. Today I did my part one of my math cpt..the harder part of it. And I finnaly have a reason to be happy! After school Ms Payan I got the 5th higest mark in the class! a 70%!!! And whats even better is my mark overall is now 48.1! She also was like "you could have given up any time and have just gone to summer school but you didnt..shows good character" he he. And the trig cpt is tommorow which is like psshaw easy! So i might actually be passing math for the first time since the first2 weeks! Yay im so happy And because im so happy Id like to thank everyone for their support and stuff. Thank you Julliano for helping me over the phone and for the review, Jody thank you for lending me your summer school math binder, Thanks Carrie and Vicki for providing me with emotional support..and to anyone else! thank you!.This is exactly what i needed after the incident in science. Where I tried helping eric faucher,,and Adam Harris told me to shut up like 4 times so i flipped him the bird then he mumbled something about me being a nazi or something like that..and i was like "whats that harris" "Id like you to repeat that harris" and he said "well ya i mean you just a mumble mumble who insults people on their religions and im sure he called me anti semitic and made reference to the incident in church" at which point i said "Harris i do belive i gave you a apology that was written after the incident" then the next thing i know the sub ms grundy send him down to the office....Im thinking o shit..the principals are going to hear what i said in the church(What i said to him i will not repeat live on blog..Chat me in msn or aim if you really want to know). Then a few minuites later oak came up and talked to Ms grundy and mis grundy explained to her about what had happened and i hear ms oak saying she was going to call his parents.So if it gets out..Well ill have a hell of a storm to weather..again. But we shall see what tommorow brings.

Well Looks like my crappy week has finnaly gotten better..My negatives where found yesterday and i was quick to develop them today. Also today I did my ceiling tile for the science room. I did it during lunch as their was a sub so no math extra assignments at lunch! This was of course after i walked around with ken and bought food. So ya. I finished it and got my science books and told my science teacher i was gonna leave my books in the room and go and get my ceiling tile from the art room. So By the time i got to the art room and back to the science room everyone had settled. I knocked on the door and amy got it for me..As i walked in with the tile she was like wtf. Omg nice. So i thanked her..and at this poijnt everyones attetion was turned to me. Some people said it was nice (at this point i was like hairline away from blushing really bad). So i handed it to mr vice and he like proped it up on the board for everyone to see.and their where people clapping and stuff..Wouldnt have surprised me if i was blushing by that point. thankfully however i didnt have a stool so i preocupied myself with finding one whilst people clapped and said nice tile and stuff(it wasnt even that good!) And as i found one and sat back down, carolynn and some others said good work and nice tile and such. Damn i was so flustered and stuff at how many people liked the tile.. LoL!. So thats the big story of the day..now onto little news. No plans for this weekend besides the normaly stay up until 2 am on friday to listen to the deep blue trance radion on 93.1 ckcu fm every friday night 12 am-2am! As for the rest of the day today. Well Our class couldnt finish our cpts in can his so mr ell is letting us work on monday. And i developed piccies in the dark room with jody. Im hungry now..*goes to forage for food like bear*

Edit.. Ya just thought id post this for those whom ive told..but dunno why I cried myself to sleep last night..a rush of emotion came to me.... I cried Because I cant stand math i cant stand canadian history i cant stand these idiots who spread shit about me and I cant stand knowing that 90% of the people in my grade belive something about me that they heard that isnt true. I hate the fact that i attempt to be the nicest guy in the world and yet somehow..I never get the girl. I hate how people in my grade think they can say shit to me but the miniute i fucking retaliate at them its like "OMFG DID YOU HEAR WHAT CONRAD SAID TO TYLER"...

Mood: Pissed off

Listening to: Ferry corsten- right of way

as if i keep having bad events happen to me..Today..I lost some negatives..that had every picture for unit 3 done on one nice roll of 400 asa film..Im almost positive they fell out of my pocket between 1st and 2nd period..what drives me insane about all of this however is that i probably could have got them..If i wasnt so fucking stupid. In canadian history..I noticed..wtf no negatives in my pocket..meh i thought i probably just put them in my locker..and sides..I doubt ell will let me get out of class..cause where doing cpts and stuff...So i stay in class for the period..And what the hell happens..After the period i go to my locker and check..Looks like i should have searched. So i backtrack left right and center..looked in the garbage cans inconspicously..But no!!! Went to the office lost and found..nada..Sent out an anouncement for it..10 dollar reward to but fucking potvin was probably to "christian" to put that in..I can imagine in his mind "well using money to get your way is unchristian..and it would be unchristian for someone to go in based on that..Ill omit that so the student who has them relies on his conscience" Fucking bastard. Well i can only hope that tommorow..when i go down to the office they have it..if not i can assume a) The kid who has them didnt hear the announcement b) The kid who found them threw them in the garbage c) The kid who found them is keeping them..god knows why. Bleh. Right now im like creating a whole bunch of flyers to stick around the school. And tommorow ill ask the admins to put it on the morning anouncements and emphasise to announce that their is a CASH reward..not just a reward.

Mood: Tired and spent

Listening to:Don Diablo - Fade Away (Round & Round) Part 2 (U-Turn Mix)

Ive given up on enjoying life for the time being and decided to throw myself to the books..And make every night non stop working! In the hopes that i might have a nice summer for once _{-_-}. I just finished doing math review for like god knows how many hours straight. And i feel so damn tired now..Im like unggh..And i still have a science sumary to do and a canadian history thing to do. On the topic of canadian history..Im failing it..After my science teacher warned me my mark was dropping..but not below 50..i decided to check with the can history teacher where my mark stood. I figured..he hasnt said anything to me so its all good..Well youd think so..but ell is to dumb.. The "balpark" of my mark is 35%-40%..Wow thats just great ell..did you PLAN on fucking telling me BEFORE the year ended..Bleh. Im developing more photos tommorow..yay..>_>. Well thats an update on my life..back to work for me.

Holy hell...I dont think ive ever done this much in one weekend, Hell!, ive probaly done more this weekend then i would have done on all 4 weekends combined on an average month. So yes this blog will be hella long(so you beter postyour thoughts about it in my shoutbox!) My weekend starts on friday. Jody said that i should stay after school and try and finish my tile with her and damien. So i took the bus home and got my tile and caught the oc to get back to school(why i took the tile home to complete it ill never know). I got like a whole bunch of stares on the bus cause im like holding this huge ceiling tile and stuff..I got off and met up with damien and jody in the art room. We worked on our tiles and i did a whole bunch of stupid things..which damien always pointed out "why are you lettering it if you havent removed your drawing lines yet"...I always responded with because im jewish or because im a nerd..cause damien likes to call me those 2 things (im not jewish..and if you consider a guy who's stressing out about school so much that he wants to run away a know it all nerd then im the biggest fucking nerd their is). Jody drew this like huge naked anime girl on this huge sheet of brown paper..and we drew some stuff on the chalkboard before leaving..Which reminds me..I never erased that stoner bob picture(:O!!..im in for it). Caught the oc home..And was like coming home just as my mom was. Got home..went upstairs and ken had msned me asking me what time i prefered..I said 8:00..So i had enough time to eat and my mom drove me down. I got my ticket imediatly and searched for ken..Who was roaming around the arcades. Geoof wasnt their yet so we tried calling. Couldnt get a hold of him. So ken tried to get his ticket..Sold out..So i had to get my ticket exchanged for 9:50..And ken bought one for 950 also. Then geoff showed up and he bought his ticket. We played with the arcades for a bit then went to go to the line up (they told us to be their at 9:00)..We where the first ones their..And had to endure stupid technicians trying to fix the signs who kept droping some tool..And it made alot of noise..So we waited and talked about stuff..As people started coming we noticed..their were so many asians! we got in..bitched about the stuoid comercials and then I hushed up to watch "the day after tommorow"..Although i think geoff kept..like being all anouncer to ken and gave commentary during the entire movie. Meh. The movie was pretty good..But the working in of the love with the 2 teens was just like lame..It was actually quite funny and their was alot of ironic humor..Like when mexico closed the border and you see "and now these hundreds of americans are breaking the fences and crossing into mexico illegally" chirped the reporter..On the topic of reporters..3 of them get like uber-pwned in the movie! So ya. It ended and I imediatly turned on my cell to call mom to pick us up..My dad picked up the phoen and was like shes on her way..So i starte listening to my mp3 player..got outside..and stood for like 5 seconds before ken was like steve!..and pointing behind me..So i turned around and their was my mom..i jumped. We drove home and droped geooff off as his dad was leaving to pick him up..and then ken came to my house for a sleepover.
Saturday.
Me and ken got up, had breakfast and looked at all the weird stats at nationmaster..Like japan being number one in alot of fucked up mortalities..Like death by falling in out or through building..How does one fall through a building..Like fly through it and hit a wall? Then his dad picked him up and I had a shower..Went and got my haircut.got home did my chores and sat on the computer reading the drivers guide..Im finally going for my G1
. Then my parents told me they where going down to visit aunt kathy for my grandmas b-day..And i was torn between going and studying math..I ended up doing both..Studied then biked over..I think my grandma was really happy to see me and stuff. Got home and spent some more time on the comp. Then went to bed at 11..And I couldnt get to sleep..So i ended up reading harry potter and the goblet of fire all night..until 6. With my cat sleeping on my bed(she is so cute when shies asleep..and she was dreaming to so every once in a while she would meow in her sleep!) At around 6:30 my cat jumped off and wanted to get out of the room really bad..so i let her out and finnaly got some sleep..Like broken from 630-12:45. "got up" and dad told me sarah had called. I knew what she wanted..we wanted to do something today. So i flashed up the comp. She was on but was busy so i sent her a message and went into the shower.. Came out and we made plans to go downtown. We went downtown..And i tried searching for photo stores and stuff..but all 3 where closed.. I went to a independant to get some film..(colour) just to take pictures of this garage sale sigh that said "VOLTRON COMMANDS YOU TO GO TO "street name that i forget" GARAGE SALE"..and snapped a picture of the wtf taikwondo thingie. We went into the anime stores and browsed around. Went into a staples..where i like acidentaly "put a worker on the spot" sarah knows what im talking about XD.. Then as we tried to find the bus term..I found the other 4rth photo store and guess what...it was open..So went in and got some ilford film "Pan F 50 36 exposures" *watches chris lackey give a omg 50!*. Rode the bus home with sarah. And had a great time with her overall..now we can finnaly say that we did something together! So ya..this weekend was uber packed. But i needed to do something like this..got rid of alot of math stress and stuff!

Seeing as to how everyone else is writing in their blogs (jody, vicki) I figured id write in mine. Basically im slogging through math alright. But sadly my science teacher told me im aproaching the 50% mark again..such bs..How can i raise one mark and keep another afloat..Meh..if worse comes to worse theirs always summer school..again. Today..In math we did a quiz..and i got most of it..but that stupid developing shit i dont get..and i refuse to learn because i dont need it as im going to college bound math. I got called down to the library in math also..I have an overdue fine..All these fines/debts i owe are starting to drive me nuts..as microplay finnaly has harvest moon back to nature..a game thats like really rare..but the bastard at the store is selling it to me for 40$ and I only have 20..And thats because i havent been eating.. But I may have found someone to buy it off of who goes to the(my) school. Canadian history was okay..Ell seems to still be a little pissed about our classes track record with homework. But meh. Then at lunch I went to the photo room..made a mini clay "tank" (if you could call it that) with jody's leftover clay..and shes even gonna put it in the fire thing to..yay..i guess. Then i went to math extra help over lunch. Then had science class..which was like any other science class these days..pretty boring..We got 2 things back i got a 7/10 on one and a 8/16 on another..yay. Then in photo I went outside with jody and charlie..at fries and went to charlies house..we got back just in time to. Also gonna develop my uber ilford pro 3200 film tommorow...Jodies got a few shots on that. As for tommorow..its a non uniform day and jody's promised to wear her sandals that make her tall..cant wait to see how tall they make her look..I still remeber when she stepped out of her shoes in the dark room and she sank so much that i thought she had fell on the floor(it was just my eyes not having adjusted enogu to be able to follow her as she steped down..or me bieng dumb). Either way..I imagine fun times tommorow with damien ken and jody..oh and junliano!

man ever since around 3:30 pm yesterday Ive had the worst luck..first..I spillty butter on the floor whilst making popcorn..I then sliped and fell and couldnt get up. then this morning as im going to the car to go to extra help in the morning..I basically try and move around my mom but dont realize how wide the steps are so basically walk right of the steps..fall on you guess it..my bad knee..and it started bleeding again..and I ripped my uniform shirt..Oh and guess what happened when i got to school..no teacher..Mr. Vice. is gone..and was gone all day. So that gets you up to speed on bad things n wierd stuff.. Now onto others. Im finnally feeling pretty good about math and all of my subjects. And also on math..It seems im finnaly really really starting to get most of it..and getting stuff from before during my like many extra help sessions. Also overall im just feeling really happy for some strange reason now..like not just about my subjects but on my social life and stuff! maybye ill try some courtship and see what happens >_>

Went shopping with my mom this morning..bought a "cute" tripod for my camerea(..its like all mini(fits in my pocket) and stuff. along with the best of trance box set(6 cds for 27.99!!!:O thats like 5 per cd..amazing). got home..and i had like nothing to do as ken isnt on msn nor is jody..or anyone else!! oh microplay called and they have my copy of harvest moon back to nature that i requestied!! its woo time!(that has two meanings..albiet i dont expect most of you to get the second part)

took this test thing at http://similarminds.com/cgi-bin/16sm.pl

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Liveliness ||||||||| 26%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 42%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Introversion ||||||||||||||| 42%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 46%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tension |||||||||||| 34%

so how accurate do those of you who know me think this is?