THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Relationships
02 | Fake people
03 | Showing my emotions and people thinking im weird

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Ken
02 | Jody and damien together or seperate
03 | vicki

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My good friends
02 | vicki XP
03 | food

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | All those "cool peoplle" with huge egos at the school
02 | My parents(do this do that..Omg no i wont let you visit a random stranger off the net.."mom shes not random")
03 |
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | love/relationships/girls
02 | People
03 | Myself.

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | My webcam and its funky stand(lego)
02 | My speakers (whoa where going to ibiza..)
03 | Photographs(i should set my dark room up soon -_-)

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Survey
02 | chatting with vicki
03 | watching anime

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: I couldnt really think of anything >_>
01 | to meet that special someone..that someone just for me(yes from chobits)
02 | To get a job and make money..and retire easy (god im soo lame!)
03 | Write a book..or something >_>(*hears cat screaming at him* YOU LAMER)

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Be me
02 | Take photogrpahs and develop them(is a photographer and a darkroom technician XD..)
03 | type fast

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Always willing to lend a helping hand/help out(sometimes to much so -_-)
02 | Really individuallistic.
03 | Kinda..lame..or something..

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | Usially wearing a hawwian style(not print style) button up shirt
02 | always wearing my chain and ring(rarely takes them off)
03 | Im dead sexcy! ( no im like..your average guy nothing special about me)

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: god who cares about what you cant do..it should be about what you can do! positive attitude.
01 | ask a girl out/tell a girl my feelings.(why didnt i learn that earlier)
02 | Be nice to mean people
03 | Talk to stupid people

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | My self
02 | adivice
03 | My emotions.

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Mean people
02 | anyone with a straight jacket on
03 | My neighbor

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | XD
02 | Omg
03 | Eh

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Sushi!
02 | cheese..in any form(yes vicki cake to XP)
03 | chinese food.

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | Play piano(electro)
02 | to draw/paint and other artsy stuff
03 | To write legibly

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Pop.(dr pepper)
02 | Milk(loves milk..or calpico water!)
03 | water i guess >_>

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: (wasnt allowed to watch tv until like grade 4)
01 | Pokemon
02 | Monster rancher(omg the ending to that was sooo corny)
03 | hmm... theirs another but i dunno what it is.

---------------GENERAL INFO---------------

* Time: 7:04 pm
* Date: June 27th? 2004
* Name on birth certificate:
* Age: 17
* Birthday: march 3rd 1987
* School: St. matts
* color of eyes: blue
* color of hair: blond
* Shoe Size: 13-14
* Brothers/Sisters: Vicki! Onee chan!
* Age of brothers/sisters: 16
* Who lives with you: Parents
*When is your bedtime? 10:00 sharp on school days..Summer..Whenever

---------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------

* been so drunk you blacked out: Nope
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: O_o..let me think about this one..hmmm..Oh ya their was that one ti..No.
* Been in a car accident: Yes
* Been hurt emotionally: Ya ;_;(many times)
* Kept a secret from everyone: he he yah!
* Had an imaginary friend: Umm let me ask bert here *talks to air beside him* So bert do i have an invisible friend...No And i probably had one
* Cried during a Movie: 1 tear rolled down my cheek..does that count?
* Had a crush on a teacher: Oh ya! you know those teachers and their matureness..NO!
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: Oh ya! like koboshi!
* Been on stage: nien
* cut your hair yourself: nope..unless you count shaving
* Been sarcastic: Oh no..me sarcastic..NEVER!

---------------FAVORITES---------------

* Shampoo: *runs to bathroom&* "sheer blonde moisture infusing shampoo Formulated for dry distressed honey to caramel blondes"
* Cologne/perfume: dont wear cologne.
* Color: Light blue, Yellow
* Day/Night: Daight
* Summer/Winter: Winter!
* Cartoon Characters: Anime..Koboshi, kotaru(pita ten), Hideki, yumi(chobits,,that reminds me i need to dl that)
* Fave Food: sour patch keys(but i think their no longer made ;_;)
* Fave Movie: Umm Princess Monnonoke
* Fave Ice Cream: Maple!
* Fave Subject: Anything politics or art related..and history
* Fave Drink: Dr Pepper
* Fave Alcoholic Drink: None.
* Fave Person to talk to on line: Onee chan <3 and="" br="" jody="" ken.="" vicki="">
---------------RIGHT NOW---------------

* Wearing: Jeans, And a red shirt
* Hair is: soft..Whoa..softer then normal*starts to pet hair*
* Feeling: Tired and confused about love/
* drinking: Nothing
* Thinkin Bout: Relationships
* Listening to: the humming of my computer..and dj silver
* Talking to: vicki
* Watching: the tree outside my house sway in the wind???O_o

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS---------------

* Worn a skirt? Oh yes..I really like a breeze around my..No
* Cried: Nope
* met someone new: Nope
* cleaned your room: Yes
* Done laundry: Yes
* driven a car: No

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------------

* Yourself: Yes
* Your friends: Yes very much.
* Santa Claus: Ya me n himm are drinking buddies. (no)
* tooth fairy: no.
* destiny/fate: kinda.
* angels: Yup. Cause ive met some ..in the form of friends.
* UFO's: No....................Yes...No

* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Ken.
* Who's the shyest: ummm Carrie
* Who's the weirdest: Jody
* Who do you go to for advice: Vicky, Jody, Ken, Jull..Heck all fo the,
* Who do you cry with: My self.
* When do you cry the most: Not often
* What's the best feeling in the world: To love and be loved in returned. or happiness XD
* Any advice: no..Ill have to kinda work it through my head to see how realitic it is
* Time: 7:23

Okay..just for the hell of it..I found my i flurtz quis results from school(compatability testing for a fundraiser0 so im putting them down

Best matches your grade(10)

1. Caleigh Jerry 86%
2. Nathalie gravelle 86%
3. Michelle Cowin 86%
4. Chelsea Smallwood 86%
5. Frances Devlin 86%
6. Kayla Kelly 86%
7. Kathryn Tasker 80%
8. Alexa Tholl 80%
9. Elanor Hohler 80%
10. Danielle Currie 75%

Best Matches Other Grades
1. Heather McCabe 8 92%
2. Caitlin Zywotko 11 87%
3. Evonne Winchio 11 87%
4. Al y kealey 12 87%
5 Erin Hynes 8 87%
6. Amanda Daluz 11 82%
7 Jody Godin 11 82%
8 Allaine McMurrer 9 82%
9 Nicole Mulenga 7 82%
10. Shana Conroy 9 82%

Ridicoulusly opposite matches
1. Catherine Kitts 10 19%
2. Marisa Hoskins 10 16%
3. Adrienne Ireleand 10 13%
4. Alyssa mmain 10 11%
5. Jessica Brule 10 3%

Best friend matches(all gr 10s)
1. Andre Sborwski 97%
2. Martin coudriau 97%
3. Marc dimmillo 97%
4. charlie tongue 97%
5. Mark zimmer 97%

Astro matches
1. holly salloum 9
2. Lyndsa grisold 11
3. Kayleigh york 10
4. Stacey hughes 7
5. Heather McCabe 8

Celeb matches
1. tyra banks
2. Cameron diaz
3. brandy
4. Janet Jackson (yay boob flasher!)
5. Drew Barrymore

Signs
Pisces 19 feb-20th march

Mojo: compassionate, caring pisces create a warm fuzzy vibe wherever they go. they will always offer a shoulder to cry on, and they need friends who will return the favor. At times, pisces can get lost in the crowd, taking on the personalities of the group their hanging out with. their vivid imaginations inspire them to take a creative aproach to any subject or activity

Vitals
Symbol: the fish
Planetary ruler: Neptune planet of dreams and imagination
Element: water
Color: Sea green, Violet
Secret Wish: to be loved unconditianly
Fav things: Movies Music the beach
Tarot card: emperess(passion)
car: cadilac escalade
Cant live without: A portable music player
On a good day: Gentle, Understanding, helpful

Famous pisces; Jenifer love hewitt, thora birch, drew barrymore, Lil Bow Wow, Freddi prinze jr. Shaqelle o neil

Birth date number 4- the conservative
4's aresensible and traditonal. they like order(wtf..im so messy) and routine. They only act when the fully understand what they are expected to do(do you have any idea how true that is and how hard it is cause im thinking of getting into romancing/ a relationship). They like geting their hands dirty(yay dirty!) and working hard. they are atracted to the outdoors and feel an afinity with nature( you can call me Ranger conrad now *puts on tight ranger outfit and yells crikey a mosqito). They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent.

Lesson to learn: They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Wedsday. The day it all started. I had my math exam in the afternoon in the gym but regardless of that, I was still at school in the morning. Why might you ask? because Ms. Payan My math teacher was giving those who came extra help. So basically i finished my math extra help asssignment package (100/100 YAY..XD anyone who did it got that basically..cause you re did stuff until you got it right). Then I did these assignments that she had put up on the board..And as always I was having trouble with "completing the square". So once again their i was behind her desk as she went over where i went wrong..Then I went back to my desk to try and complete another completing the square question..and something Like just clicked..ANd i thought Oh Wait..you do this..and then this..Okay...Probably wrong anyways. XD..So i went up and Was like" is this right?" and she was like yes. "OMG! i got completing of the square" at which point julliano was like..A good time to learn it eh. Then More questions and did some review work. Then left the room and went outside and hackeysacked. When i went back inside thou guess what..the room was locked..SO i was like o shit half an hour before exams..and my pencil case is in their..So i spent the next half an hour running around trying to find ms payan. But i couldnt find her so i figured..okay shell be on duty for the exams..I walk in their she is and im like..Miss payan! 8exasparted* she just points to my pencil case and calculator and said" I knew that was your pencil case but i wasnt sure which binders where yours as their was your name in it and another persons name" (she was reffering to jodies binder that she gave to me to study). Then the exam..It was really long..I was writing and doing as she told me to..just do the questions you know so you can get your passing mark..I had done quite a bit..then *hour mark you may leave now if you want to* So ive still got an hour left okay, I have enough time to go over and redo and check..but i swear to god that last hour felt like 30 mins..cause before i knew it..10 min mark..Oh shit. I havent gone over the test..But i was never able to go over the test :(. So it was over. And i went back to her room to pick up my binder. Then I went back upstairs and hung out with damien and jody..and we moved around a bit to. Then they went off..to work on a fan club or something..i tried finding out..but ken was like..a place where you shouldnt be going or something..Okay ken I get the point..you could have just told me fan club, and dont go with them..instead of being all assholeish XP. So ya i took the bus down to the mall with julliano and we had ice caps and ran into Kayla and kelly. We talked for a bit..and they told me how they thought i should be getting such higher marks in candian history. Kayla suggested to me that he hates me like he hated her brother. So afther me and judge jules mall crawled. We went to some chirpracters then to the ray friel..where we read in the library..I read some philosophy books. Then..from their his mom dropped me off at home..and as to what i did for the rest of the night i have no clue..I was to damn tired -_-...So ya that concludes part one The math exam..Tune in tommorow for Part 2 for..Omg Im soo fucking happy and the science exam.

Whoa. Im so tired-_-! but everythings over pretty much now. Passed Math, Passed science..Felt really good about my canadian history exam..I like blazed throught that..but spent a little to long on the short answer questions..Bah you know what. Im going to leave my blog as it is now and write a huge long coherent as posible journal entry that wont just be about today..It will start at the begging of the week and end with what im doing over the summer! *opens word*

Whoa! tis truly wicked wedsday. Today I did my part one of my math cpt..the harder part of it. And I finnaly have a reason to be happy! After school Ms Payan I got the 5th higest mark in the class! a 70%!!! And whats even better is my mark overall is now 48.1! She also was like "you could have given up any time and have just gone to summer school but you didnt..shows good character" he he. And the trig cpt is tommorow which is like psshaw easy! So i might actually be passing math for the first time since the first2 weeks! Yay im so happy And because im so happy Id like to thank everyone for their support and stuff. Thank you Julliano for helping me over the phone and for the review, Jody thank you for lending me your summer school math binder, Thanks Carrie and Vicki for providing me with emotional support..and to anyone else! thank you!.This is exactly what i needed after the incident in science. Where I tried helping eric faucher,,and Adam Harris told me to shut up like 4 times so i flipped him the bird then he mumbled something about me being a nazi or something like that..and i was like "whats that harris" "Id like you to repeat that harris" and he said "well ya i mean you just a mumble mumble who insults people on their religions and im sure he called me anti semitic and made reference to the incident in church" at which point i said "Harris i do belive i gave you a apology that was written after the incident" then the next thing i know the sub ms grundy send him down to the office....Im thinking o shit..the principals are going to hear what i said in the church(What i said to him i will not repeat live on blog..Chat me in msn or aim if you really want to know). Then a few minuites later oak came up and talked to Ms grundy and mis grundy explained to her about what had happened and i hear ms oak saying she was going to call his parents.So if it gets out..Well ill have a hell of a storm to weather..again. But we shall see what tommorow brings.

Well Looks like my crappy week has finnaly gotten better..My negatives where found yesterday and i was quick to develop them today. Also today I did my ceiling tile for the science room. I did it during lunch as their was a sub so no math extra assignments at lunch! This was of course after i walked around with ken and bought food. So ya. I finished it and got my science books and told my science teacher i was gonna leave my books in the room and go and get my ceiling tile from the art room. So By the time i got to the art room and back to the science room everyone had settled. I knocked on the door and amy got it for me..As i walked in with the tile she was like wtf. Omg nice. So i thanked her..and at this poijnt everyones attetion was turned to me. Some people said it was nice (at this point i was like hairline away from blushing really bad). So i handed it to mr vice and he like proped it up on the board for everyone to see.and their where people clapping and stuff..Wouldnt have surprised me if i was blushing by that point. thankfully however i didnt have a stool so i preocupied myself with finding one whilst people clapped and said nice tile and stuff(it wasnt even that good!) And as i found one and sat back down, carolynn and some others said good work and nice tile and such. Damn i was so flustered and stuff at how many people liked the tile.. LoL!. So thats the big story of the day..now onto little news. No plans for this weekend besides the normaly stay up until 2 am on friday to listen to the deep blue trance radion on 93.1 ckcu fm every friday night 12 am-2am! As for the rest of the day today. Well Our class couldnt finish our cpts in can his so mr ell is letting us work on monday. And i developed piccies in the dark room with jody. Im hungry now..*goes to forage for food like bear*

Edit.. Ya just thought id post this for those whom ive told..but dunno why I cried myself to sleep last night..a rush of emotion came to me.... I cried Because I cant stand math i cant stand canadian history i cant stand these idiots who spread shit about me and I cant stand knowing that 90% of the people in my grade belive something about me that they heard that isnt true. I hate the fact that i attempt to be the nicest guy in the world and yet somehow..I never get the girl. I hate how people in my grade think they can say shit to me but the miniute i fucking retaliate at them its like "OMFG DID YOU HEAR WHAT CONRAD SAID TO TYLER"...

Mood: Pissed off

Listening to: Ferry corsten- right of way

as if i keep having bad events happen to me..Today..I lost some negatives..that had every picture for unit 3 done on one nice roll of 400 asa film..Im almost positive they fell out of my pocket between 1st and 2nd period..what drives me insane about all of this however is that i probably could have got them..If i wasnt so fucking stupid. In canadian history..I noticed..wtf no negatives in my pocket..meh i thought i probably just put them in my locker..and sides..I doubt ell will let me get out of class..cause where doing cpts and stuff...So i stay in class for the period..And what the hell happens..After the period i go to my locker and check..Looks like i should have searched. So i backtrack left right and center..looked in the garbage cans inconspicously..But no!!! Went to the office lost and found..nada..Sent out an anouncement for it..10 dollar reward to but fucking potvin was probably to "christian" to put that in..I can imagine in his mind "well using money to get your way is unchristian..and it would be unchristian for someone to go in based on that..Ill omit that so the student who has them relies on his conscience" Fucking bastard. Well i can only hope that tommorow..when i go down to the office they have it..if not i can assume a) The kid who has them didnt hear the announcement b) The kid who found them threw them in the garbage c) The kid who found them is keeping them..god knows why. Bleh. Right now im like creating a whole bunch of flyers to stick around the school. And tommorow ill ask the admins to put it on the morning anouncements and emphasise to announce that their is a CASH reward..not just a reward.