Mood: Tired and spent

Listening to:Don Diablo - Fade Away (Round & Round) Part 2 (U-Turn Mix)

Ive given up on enjoying life for the time being and decided to throw myself to the books..And make every night non stop working! In the hopes that i might have a nice summer for once _{-_-}. I just finished doing math review for like god knows how many hours straight. And i feel so damn tired now..Im like unggh..And i still have a science sumary to do and a canadian history thing to do. On the topic of canadian history..Im failing it..After my science teacher warned me my mark was dropping..but not below 50..i decided to check with the can history teacher where my mark stood. I figured..he hasnt said anything to me so its all good..Well youd think so..but ell is to dumb.. The "balpark" of my mark is 35%-40%..Wow thats just great ell..did you PLAN on fucking telling me BEFORE the year ended..Bleh. Im developing more photos tommorow..yay..>_>. Well thats an update on my life..back to work for me.

Holy hell...I dont think ive ever done this much in one weekend, Hell!, ive probaly done more this weekend then i would have done on all 4 weekends combined on an average month. So yes this blog will be hella long(so you beter postyour thoughts about it in my shoutbox!) My weekend starts on friday. Jody said that i should stay after school and try and finish my tile with her and damien. So i took the bus home and got my tile and caught the oc to get back to school(why i took the tile home to complete it ill never know). I got like a whole bunch of stares on the bus cause im like holding this huge ceiling tile and stuff..I got off and met up with damien and jody in the art room. We worked on our tiles and i did a whole bunch of stupid things..which damien always pointed out "why are you lettering it if you havent removed your drawing lines yet"...I always responded with because im jewish or because im a nerd..cause damien likes to call me those 2 things (im not jewish..and if you consider a guy who's stressing out about school so much that he wants to run away a know it all nerd then im the biggest fucking nerd their is). Jody drew this like huge naked anime girl on this huge sheet of brown paper..and we drew some stuff on the chalkboard before leaving..Which reminds me..I never erased that stoner bob picture(:O!!..im in for it). Caught the oc home..And was like coming home just as my mom was. Got home..went upstairs and ken had msned me asking me what time i prefered..I said 8:00..So i had enough time to eat and my mom drove me down. I got my ticket imediatly and searched for ken..Who was roaming around the arcades. Geoof wasnt their yet so we tried calling. Couldnt get a hold of him. So ken tried to get his ticket..Sold out..So i had to get my ticket exchanged for 9:50..And ken bought one for 950 also. Then geoff showed up and he bought his ticket. We played with the arcades for a bit then went to go to the line up (they told us to be their at 9:00)..We where the first ones their..And had to endure stupid technicians trying to fix the signs who kept droping some tool..And it made alot of noise..So we waited and talked about stuff..As people started coming we noticed..their were so many asians! we got in..bitched about the stuoid comercials and then I hushed up to watch "the day after tommorow"..Although i think geoff kept..like being all anouncer to ken and gave commentary during the entire movie. Meh. The movie was pretty good..But the working in of the love with the 2 teens was just like lame..It was actually quite funny and their was alot of ironic humor..Like when mexico closed the border and you see "and now these hundreds of americans are breaking the fences and crossing into mexico illegally" chirped the reporter..On the topic of reporters..3 of them get like uber-pwned in the movie! So ya. It ended and I imediatly turned on my cell to call mom to pick us up..My dad picked up the phoen and was like shes on her way..So i starte listening to my mp3 player..got outside..and stood for like 5 seconds before ken was like steve!..and pointing behind me..So i turned around and their was my mom..i jumped. We drove home and droped geooff off as his dad was leaving to pick him up..and then ken came to my house for a sleepover.
Saturday.
Me and ken got up, had breakfast and looked at all the weird stats at nationmaster..Like japan being number one in alot of fucked up mortalities..Like death by falling in out or through building..How does one fall through a building..Like fly through it and hit a wall? Then his dad picked him up and I had a shower..Went and got my haircut.got home did my chores and sat on the computer reading the drivers guide..Im finally going for my G1
. Then my parents told me they where going down to visit aunt kathy for my grandmas b-day..And i was torn between going and studying math..I ended up doing both..Studied then biked over..I think my grandma was really happy to see me and stuff. Got home and spent some more time on the comp. Then went to bed at 11..And I couldnt get to sleep..So i ended up reading harry potter and the goblet of fire all night..until 6. With my cat sleeping on my bed(she is so cute when shies asleep..and she was dreaming to so every once in a while she would meow in her sleep!) At around 6:30 my cat jumped off and wanted to get out of the room really bad..so i let her out and finnaly got some sleep..Like broken from 630-12:45. "got up" and dad told me sarah had called. I knew what she wanted..we wanted to do something today. So i flashed up the comp. She was on but was busy so i sent her a message and went into the shower.. Came out and we made plans to go downtown. We went downtown..And i tried searching for photo stores and stuff..but all 3 where closed.. I went to a independant to get some film..(colour) just to take pictures of this garage sale sigh that said "VOLTRON COMMANDS YOU TO GO TO "street name that i forget" GARAGE SALE"..and snapped a picture of the wtf taikwondo thingie. We went into the anime stores and browsed around. Went into a staples..where i like acidentaly "put a worker on the spot" sarah knows what im talking about XD.. Then as we tried to find the bus term..I found the other 4rth photo store and guess what...it was open..So went in and got some ilford film "Pan F 50 36 exposures" *watches chris lackey give a omg 50!*. Rode the bus home with sarah. And had a great time with her overall..now we can finnaly say that we did something together! So ya..this weekend was uber packed. But i needed to do something like this..got rid of alot of math stress and stuff!

Seeing as to how everyone else is writing in their blogs (jody, vicki) I figured id write in mine. Basically im slogging through math alright. But sadly my science teacher told me im aproaching the 50% mark again..such bs..How can i raise one mark and keep another afloat..Meh..if worse comes to worse theirs always summer school..again. Today..In math we did a quiz..and i got most of it..but that stupid developing shit i dont get..and i refuse to learn because i dont need it as im going to college bound math. I got called down to the library in math also..I have an overdue fine..All these fines/debts i owe are starting to drive me nuts..as microplay finnaly has harvest moon back to nature..a game thats like really rare..but the bastard at the store is selling it to me for 40$ and I only have 20..And thats because i havent been eating.. But I may have found someone to buy it off of who goes to the(my) school. Canadian history was okay..Ell seems to still be a little pissed about our classes track record with homework. But meh. Then at lunch I went to the photo room..made a mini clay "tank" (if you could call it that) with jody's leftover clay..and shes even gonna put it in the fire thing to..yay..i guess. Then i went to math extra help over lunch. Then had science class..which was like any other science class these days..pretty boring..We got 2 things back i got a 7/10 on one and a 8/16 on another..yay. Then in photo I went outside with jody and charlie..at fries and went to charlies house..we got back just in time to. Also gonna develop my uber ilford pro 3200 film tommorow...Jodies got a few shots on that. As for tommorow..its a non uniform day and jody's promised to wear her sandals that make her tall..cant wait to see how tall they make her look..I still remeber when she stepped out of her shoes in the dark room and she sank so much that i thought she had fell on the floor(it was just my eyes not having adjusted enogu to be able to follow her as she steped down..or me bieng dumb). Either way..I imagine fun times tommorow with damien ken and jody..oh and junliano!

man ever since around 3:30 pm yesterday Ive had the worst luck..first..I spillty butter on the floor whilst making popcorn..I then sliped and fell and couldnt get up. then this morning as im going to the car to go to extra help in the morning..I basically try and move around my mom but dont realize how wide the steps are so basically walk right of the steps..fall on you guess it..my bad knee..and it started bleeding again..and I ripped my uniform shirt..Oh and guess what happened when i got to school..no teacher..Mr. Vice. is gone..and was gone all day. So that gets you up to speed on bad things n wierd stuff.. Now onto others. Im finnally feeling pretty good about math and all of my subjects. And also on math..It seems im finnaly really really starting to get most of it..and getting stuff from before during my like many extra help sessions. Also overall im just feeling really happy for some strange reason now..like not just about my subjects but on my social life and stuff! maybye ill try some courtship and see what happens >_>

Went shopping with my mom this morning..bought a "cute" tripod for my camerea(..its like all mini(fits in my pocket) and stuff. along with the best of trance box set(6 cds for 27.99!!!:O thats like 5 per cd..amazing). got home..and i had like nothing to do as ken isnt on msn nor is jody..or anyone else!! oh microplay called and they have my copy of harvest moon back to nature that i requestied!! its woo time!(that has two meanings..albiet i dont expect most of you to get the second part)

took this test thing at http://similarminds.com/cgi-bin/16sm.pl

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Liveliness ||||||||| 26%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 42%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Introversion ||||||||||||||| 42%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 46%
Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tension |||||||||||| 34%

so how accurate do those of you who know me think this is?

yay what a busy week its been..Sold my lunch time to the math teacher in order to get my math mark up to a passing. My internet has been really buggy all week. Watched les miserables(school play) yesterday...so many people are in that ! >_> like the girl who sits across from jody's locker ever morning!. Also talked with jody and charlie all photo class yesterday and they where talking about stuff they did and how theve gotten drunk and stuff..and i realized something ive done like absolutley nothing in my life..havent had my first kiss..havent made out. havent gott drunk or high..and ive only drunken alchol once without adult supervision :(..wow am i lame or what..also right now im like so love starved n stuff..so i think im gonna go out and like "do something"(probably futily attempt to get a g/f.). Also yesterday got julliano really pissed at me cause i sacked him after getting frustrated with everyone elses lame aim..Ok jody i can understand cause shes a girl and like doesnt know where the dead spot is to hit..but when ken missed i swooped in and nailed him..think i hurt him more then i intended to as he like started chasing after me..and almost got hit by a car..Oh and im submitting a resume in to browns cleaners today and picking up some ilford film tommorow yay!

downtown tripping today i went. Went with jody damien and kenT(emphasises the 't')t t t t. went to my(steve's) music store, jody was really sick for the entire thing. also went to rock junction and a whole bunch of these gothicish shops which i felt SOOO...out of place at..here i am in all my like exco shirt and jeans. went to a record store where i bought a cd..paul van dyk-reflections. The bus ride back was wayy to packed.. Got to the mall and jody went off to get picked up then i said goodbyes to kent and damien. Attempted to see if my dad could pick me up but he couldnt so i ended up mall crawling(and this is where the most eventfull stuff happened. Walked into wall mart..alarm went of..they waved me off..so i looked at random stuff in their..went out and the alarm didnt go off.. Then next went to hmv and went in as someone was going out..alarm went off..they walked back in and out it didnt go off..i walked out and it went of..then i see these like security guys "take up positions" as the hmv guy asks me if i have any electronics..i say yes i got a cellphone mp3player and a cd that i bought at recordrunner downtown.. He asked me to see the cd and i showed it to him..and he demagnetized it for me yay for him..so i checked out prices in their(kinda ironic cause the only reason i went in their was to see if i was ripped off at record runner..i wasnt) then on my way out those security guys aproached me and asked to check me..i went back through the security gate again to prove to em that i wasnt a shoplifter..but they where persitent..so bag chech for me it was..their they are checking my bag as people are like walking by..nothing found gave it back and i went on my merry way. went to tims and bought a cherry chees danish and a lemon iced tea. Rode the 131 home..and some girl from my school on the bus..i didnt know here but i think they(her and her guy friends) where trying to get my attention..but i didnt realize it until later(i thought they where just being teenage in the back) turns out they get off same stop as i do. So im walking to my house..and their somewhere behind me and all of a sudden stephanie(the girl whom i dont know) like runs up to me..and i didnt realize it so she kinda scared me..but not noticably and she started talking to me and stuff and all i hear far behind me are her friends laughing theer asses off..wow your mature..she like asks me where im going says shes going to get a movie then talks about math and runs back to her friends..God..20$ says that was some stupid stunt attempted to be played at my expense"i bet you anything that guys such a loser hell be so suprised when she talks to him" i can almost hear one of those jocktackular assholes saying that..stupid stupid egotisticall bastards..

*breathes in* Okay lets see whats happened ever since i wrote in my blog..Finally did good on a math test, developed a whole bunch of pictures in the darkroom with jody, and looking foreward to the photo trip on monday. Now as for today. well today was unusual, today i didnt take my bus to school, i biked..which turned out to be the worse decision..cause i was only biking so i could go to the dark room after school..but it turned out that schlech couldnt stay anyways so that totally blew..and to top it off i feel off on the way down to school in the morning. Basically i had to "jump" of the curb cause some people wouldnt move. and cause their doing construction and ripped the roads the curbs are really high, so when i tried to get back on the pedestrian walkway my front tire got up but my back tire stayed..and then i slid sideways fell, and got up really quickly and biked of(i was embarrased kinda because i knew their where 3 people behind me..and you know the whole "man thing" as charlie would say "im okay..wat that bleeding out of my arm..psh thats nothing). I still find it so sad how after i got up and biked away, when i was checking myself over(elbows etc..you pervs..) I found my knee bleeding alot..and a hole in my uniform pants..and the first thing i care about is my uniform pants..hows that for whacked priorities) So I got to school and roamed around trying to get some sort of like bandaids and stuff on it...took me like 10 min to get bandaids..then I went across the street to shoppers and bought myself a drink and a get well card for jody. Went back to school and started to like hang and stuff. At lunch crossed the street with damien jody and ken had pizza julliano showed up later cause he went to the party for my math class cause we like raised alot of money and stuff..I didnt go cause like..barely any friends in math..lol. after school My dad took me out to do some errands and we went to visit my aunt..turns out jody isnt the only one whose had to go to the hopital lately..my aunt broke her wrist on monday and just got back home as we were doing errands(perfect timing eh..) so anyways she talked about how horrible they treated her and stuff(and i mean it was bad..almost like..OMFG LETS HAD COMPENTECY TESTS FOR DOCTORS bad.) She is like in a cast on her wrist..and shes got like a 2 mettal rods holding her bones together. then Helped my dad put up some gardening stuff..screwed around on the comp and my parents are watching the last samurai downstairs so i think im going to go join them.. and then later on tonight ill be listening/recording the deep blue trance radio on ckcu 93.1 fm ..anyone wants to know what kind of music i listen to listen to that..its on from 12am-2 am every friday night.

Man! dont you just love those cd steals at garage sales and stuff? today i went down to my aunts cause her street was having a street sale and I picked up Mc mario master mind- feeling station, and dynamix 2- color beats. Lets me say this..I just picked up 2 of the sweetest clasical electronical musical cds. Then my day got so much sweeter when i found out that my panosonic yepp mp3 player was no longer being sold at future shopp in the same style. So what i got was a panosonic yepp(the next gen) which basically is like 75% smaller has fm radio..and a bunch of other features..And all this for giving them my borken original panosonic yepp.. hah i love these silly waranties!

well this is just great. I just found out that i failed both the math tests that i worked all weekend to study. fucking bullshit it is. Remeber when we as a human race where just cave men..and the only teaching that would be done would have either been father teaching sone mother teaching daughter or basiclally learning from others peoples mistakes. Now society has institutions where we attempt to make uber genius kids who are good at science math history and every damn subject.and we have slapped grades on. and a whole bunch of other BULLSHIT.. which is why i would like to ask all humans of the human race.."what have we become?" "what have we turned our societies into?"

well this is just great here is little old steve at home when hes supposed to be at school..why might you ask...Becuase if i go to school wearing the clothes i have ill get sent home to get uniform clothes anyways..Where are my uniform clothes..In the wash because i didnt wash em last week or even think of them because of the non uniform week and stuff.. >_>. And this is why i hate uniforms..If i do not have them ready i must stay home from school thus cutting into my education time.. So while im waiting for these clothes to get through im going to fill out a quiz..

AYER ONE:
-- Name:
-- Birthplace: San Diego, california
-- Gender: Male
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blond
-- Height: 5,11 5,12 ish? right ken?...
-- Righty or Lefty: Right
-- Zodiac Sign: PicesIM A FUCKING FISH >_<
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Umm..what? I guess my roots can be traced back to me being dutch or of that area of europe
-- The shoes you wore today: i havent worn any yet
-- Your fears: Heights, my body not havin enough protecyion*like a random peaice of shrapnel hitting ym througaht and killing me..>_>*
-- Your perfect meal: wtf..people think of stuff like that
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: pass math.

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it..uhh i dont wanna go to school
-- Your best physical feature: the blond hair blue eyes thing(california sunshine boy! ;3)
-- Your bedtime: 10:00 But i never get to sleep until 2.
-- Your most missed memory: wtf..????

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
-- Single or group dates: Group dates are always fun..but you also need to spend time alone with your lover.
-- Adidas or Nike: RAWR..YOU THINK I WOULD SUPPORT THOSE FACIST COMPANIES..RWAR... >_> neither..Ig the shoe fits and i like it then ill buy it regardless of the brand.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: :| Umm theirs a difference.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chonilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappicino~!

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Nope
-- Cuss: ya i use dem cuss'n words..(change that to do you swear cuss sounds like something from TKAMB)
-- Sing: Yup..but mainly when im alone
-- Take a shower: No...:| of bloody course eh!
-- Have a crush: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes.
-- Want to go to college: University.
-- Liked high school: Umm friends and stuff but besided that classes where way to hard and fear mongering teachers just pissed me off.
-- Want to get married: Yes
-- Get motion sickness: no.
-- Think you're attractive: On the inside im somewhat attractive..but on the outside..im just your average guy
-- Think you're a health freak: no/
-- Get along with your parent(s): Yup for the most part
-- Like thunderstorms: yes fund to watch and fun to watch my kitty get scared/.
-- Play an instrument: nope.
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: ..nope
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: No
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: No
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Made homemade cookies: no//wait yes! >_> but that was like first time in a year..
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no

What happend to layer seven..did nine finally get tired of 7 eating it so it ate seven and 8..?

LAYER NINE:
In the opposire sex
-- Best eye color?: any eyecolor.
-- Best hair color?: any color cept some like really wack diejob
-- Short or long hair?: Depends on the girl..some look good in short some look good in long.
-- Height: .8 inches shorter or taller then me..so like 5.4 to 6.8
-- Best weight: doesnt matter as long as their like not beefy..
-- Best articles of clothing: Button up shirts xD They don't have to be buttoned though ~_^ (ill just leave narus answer up for this one,,its so cute XP)

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: o
-- Number of piercings: 1 that grew back it
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: 4-7
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: to many things.

Omg today was the best day ive had in like a loong time! i went out with Jody, Damien, and ken and my god it felt good finnaly being bloody outside with friends instead of cooped up inside in front of my comp. So thanks guys! *huggles*. I just put a very fan servicey wall scroll up and im like waiting for my mom to see it to see if she like goes boom!. And im done my math review..So right now im just kicking it back and relaxing.