Well this week has been a week full of surprises. I helped jody develop her photos on thursday and today. But out of those two days thursday takes the cake for most interesting event this week. basically as i was helping jody in the dark room I attempted to poke her arm and missed..felt a squish and almost knew imediatly what i had poked..Thank god the 2 girls who where with us had went outside to look at their test strips. Math is getting really stressfull..and its turning me into a survivalist..basically means right now im only focused on myself and have like lost the empathy, compassion, and sympathy parts of my brain. Ive also been sick all week and I still went to school, Unlike some lazy asses *points to ken* @_@. The Non uniform week ended today also..It was a great week.. but Im actually kinda glad weve got the uniforms..I dont have to keep my hormones in check as much, Twas a real struggle not to check every bloody girl out or even talk to girls without once looking at their boobs(as a matter of fact i dont think i acheived that goal once this week..Im such a perv :P). And man I am going to hate this weekend..its gonna be like studying studying..fun with jody and damien..STUDYING STUDYING...Bleh i hate math.

today was just...great. full of oddities. First off I purposely missed my school bus today.as i had found out that it was non uniform day(from yellign to the girl at my bus stop) so i promptly turned around.went home, changed, jumped trhough the hedge in may backyard and caught the oc.. Then nothing interesting happened it math or can his. But of course enter lunch..where jody gave me a kneegasm..and I bought my ricola herbs for my sore throaght. Science..nothing much happened..I think im gonna get caught for friday but meh. Then photography class..the only reason I felt it neccisary to write. Well first off we had a sub, So I ended up going to the library where i met a whole bunch of grade 7's.. some of whom remebered me from elementary school not by name but..well just listen to the qoute "hey arent you that kid who did the pokemon dance" ...ya Im famous among them great...(rolls eyes) I also met up with chris millers little bro..and he is so damn cute..As in like hes a mini-miller. Ok so then I ended up downstairs playing foozball on the table with charlie..And charlie mentioned somethin to me that honesltmy made me want to frigging smack him across the face. "so steve I think youve got a pretty good chance to get to know jody better, If ya know what i mean". God, the way he said that and in such a perverse manner just bloody well blew me away. In response, I told him Ya man jodies a really nice girl and all that but..Ive known her for what 2, 3 weeks.. and yur already tellign me i should try and get her in bed". His response.."well ya know its up to you but i think she likes you.." God.. Then guess what he said 3 min afterwards after the girls beat us at foozball.. In his rage he asically told steph(i think thats what her name was).. that she had small tits. God charlie is annoying me.

after school:
Went to my psychatrist, And i swear today was like the best session ive had with her ever. after wards I actually for once felt we where getting somewhere. Which was really good, and Ive got a whole bunch of strategies for dealing with my S.I.B..

Well today was..interesting. First it started out me trying to see if their would actually be a downtown outing of jody, damien and I. But that ended up falling through so i started thinking of going downtown myself, but i didnt end up going, as I said to jody "ya ive decided to stay home...Cause if i stay home i can still hang out(virtually) with my friends ^_^ instead of being loner..". So spent the rest of the day playing stick rpg and castle. Move ahead to around 5:15 pm, I get a call from my mom asking me if dads home..he wasnt.. I hung up.. Then like 45 seconds later my mom calls again asking me to come to the end of the street to pick her up with an umbrella. This all seems wierd to me as we now have 2 family cars the new ford escape (bough like last weds) and the old ford escort lx. But i just figure the the escort has been put in some storage place for now and mom took the bus to work. By the time i got to the end of the street I still hadnt seen my mom, But as i looked down the street that connects to mine I see a green escort that looks like ours. so i decide to start walking towards it and sure enough from far away i could tell it was ours (because of the license plate..weve got like xzwx as the letters in our licesne plate). As i got to the car sure enough my mom steps out and asks me if I can push it a little further as it was right on the corner and cars where having to dodge it as they turned. I was kinda shocked.. Me push car.. Im flattered mom but i dont think i can.. I told her id try. So i got behind it and started to push it and sure enough it started to move..ended up pushing it 10-20 ft and me and my mom carried on home(i gave her the umbrella cause i didnt need it I had a hood). And as it currently stands my mom is calling for a tow truck right now. All In All i find this extremely Ironic as we just bought our ford escape 3-4 days ago and our escort dies on us.. And then that conspiricy part of my brain that i only listen to for amusement kicked in. "hey man both the cars our ford, and ford like a evil uber corrupted american company..I bet you that greedy ceo has some majic chip inside the car and shut it off cause he knew you had another ford"..So there it is My boring day turned into something thats actually bloggable

Well today was a great day. First there was this big bear hug thing at our school where we tried to break a world record for largest human chain basically...I was next to julliano and stephanie lai..and juliano tried fondoling my side as a joke..which was really well how do i put this..gay... Then after all this was over I quickly went back to the school to get a hot dog and free drink..Twas kinda funny The principal had said "larger hot dogs" but I was able to like finish it in a min..and the water was ass tasting.. But As I was eating my hot dog i met up with jody damien and ken and we went to the pizza place as we had pre ordered a pizza yesterday.. So we got the pizza and all sat down on the grass and ate.. It was really windy and the paper plates and stuff kept blowing around..so I had some fun diving for them and stuff(but i got grass stains all over my uniform). While we ate we listened to cell phone ringtones and I scared little children(i think). Then we went back to school and In photo I basically sat around and talked with ken and jody whilst helping neil develop his film and trying to get my roll of film finished up. I was able to finish it up (but my pictures are basically ken jody jody ken kne ken jody neil jody ken damien damien damien) . I tried developing them but It ended up cutting in to 4rth so i ended up just blowing science off and went out with jody(she wass the one taking pics) ken damien and geof millar to take pictures. We did all kinds of funny stuff with trees(me and damien humping the tree was hi larousthe tree was great) We Also tried scaring people as they drove by in their cars and stuff. Then We went down in the ravine and more pictures.. Helped jody cross the ravine with her uber jumping skills(but i think i may have touched her in a bad spot when i helped her jump to the miny isalnd..) Then Went in a half submersed shopping cart.. Ya basically put it we had great fun in the ravine. What else. Well then We went back to the photo room and i like found out that the other photo class basically uses the dark room to make out :|..Wow If i EVER see any white liquid in their ima kick the gr 9s ass. Oh speeaking of ass Alexa tholl was getting a tatoo(hjyena) on her uhh back.. And she like wanted to look at so she pulled her pants down a bit and I like REALLY didnt need to see that... Then When I was about to leave I almost left my kinos journey dvd my 12 cd booklet of dvds and my photo book in photo class..but i was able to find out that i had forgot quick enough and was able to retrieve em. Huray for me.. And for the weekend I think Me Jody and Damien Are going downtown for ze anime..but im not sure.

Sience- Mr Vice. Grade: 53% Class Average 76. Comments:  demonstrates limited knowledge of facts and terms. he applies some of he skills and strategies of scientific inquiry.  is encouraged to complete all work with dedication and focus paying atention to the details of the concept being studied. Learning skills Works indepentantly: Satisfactory, Teamwork: Satisfactory, Organization: Needs Improvement, Work habits/homework: Needs improvement, Initiative: Needs Improvement.

My Take: Surprisingly low now...but im not that worried as i got 95% on the chemistry unit test (apearntly the hardest part of science) is just he never inputted that into our marks in time for the mid term report card

Canadian History- Mr. Ell Grade 50% Class average 74%. Comments:  Has demonstrated a reasonable grasp of the course content so far. Oral participation has been fairly consisten, but a number of assignments have not been submitted for evaluation.  Must take more initiative to ensure that assigned work is completed. Learning Skills. Works independantly: S, Teamwork: S, organisation: N, Work Habits/Homework: N, Initiative: S


My Take: I know i can pass that course with knowledge i already have. But as for the assignments..well thats because of the math dilemma(me get really stressed out about math and not paying attention to other subjects

Principles of mathematics Miss Payan- Mark 38% Class average 62% Comments:  demonstrates limited understanding of concepts. He follows simple mathematical arguments. He needs to do more homework, attend extra help, and work harder in class. Learning Skills: Works indepentantly Teamwork Organization Work habits/homework and initiative: all N

My Take: Ok ms payan You want me to be the 1 million dollar man now? Have you not seen how my other bloody marks are slipping because I shifted to much focus on Math.. For christ sake i got a 60% in photo...God He should learn to do more homework attend extra help and work harder.. Ok Ill do those If you start actually throwing down some written explainations to your note instead of write..blah blah blah.. Looking at a note with no words doesnt help me..and oh ya do you have any idea how hard it is to write and listen..Heck im sure you know that because you as a teacher always harp on students for talking during class..you know when they responde with Im working also..and of course you say Well you cant do two things at once.. Well neither can I.. So start throwing down words..And for the love of good stop stressing us out.... Actually thats my gripe with her but If i go to extra help and stuff she told me that she would make sure I passed (even if the math for my mark didnt add up) only if i could make sure my Mom Didnt put me in the University/ College level.. Ya that will be bloody intresting..after all collega math is listed as "practical math for everday finacial life" In grade 11 then in grade 12 its listed as "aprenticeship Mathematics".. I want to go to college math cause i can still get into university as long as i take mainly U level courses..But of course stupid parents and their "dont close any doors" Well fuck Keep me in math for any longer and Im going to Close the "big door" known as my life..Yes thats right Keep me In High level math that I cannot do no matter how hard I try And im 80 times more likely to kill myself.

Visual Arts- Photography Miss Schliech- Mark 60% Class average 76% Comments:  works hard in photography class. He is experienceing success in taking and developing his own photographs. At the same time,  has had some difficuly meeting completion deadlines. With continued effort, this mark will improve. Learning skills: works indepentantly G, Teamwork S, Organization S, Work Habits/Homework G, Initiative G.

My Take; great class.. Im really good at it just screwed up on a deadline for one project.. Good thing the teachers really cool and will actually do something if you explain a situation to her, I told her about my math mark and the math conundrum..and how I could be doing better in photo and how I have bad marks across and my parents wont see that very well.. And it looks like she did something to help me as i highly suspect the "wit continued effort this mark will improve" was because of my talk to her(Notice how she also still retained her profesionalsm by not deleting the dificulty of deadlines)

Students average: 50.3%

Well thats my Report card in a nutshell. I hate my school. Oh we got a newsletter that where finnaly getting air conditioning.. And the bloody school conned us for the second time again(first being uniforms) Guess where the air conditioning is going. Air conditioning will be put in, The Administration area, Large gym-cafe-stage, Library and adjacent computer areas on the second floor, The seminar and resource rooms(resource rooms? wtf..where those be?) behind the gym on the second floor, and The co-op education room on the second floor. Well fuck, you forgot to mention that in the original letter to get parents and students to sign the pettition for it.. Heck the way you made it sound you made it sound like we where going to get central air that all rooms would have access to.. God this school is so going to bloody collapse(refering to the admins and principals) Kind of ironic How know where trying to beat the bear hug record..Well I bet we will break that And then break another record.. Largest Student Protest at a Pre University/college school. Ahh one can only wish..

Well oday we got our report cards(for mid terms..) and my marks are horrible and im so damn fucking frustrated right now..

Whoo Short post today..Just thought id tell everyone i reformated my comp..and finally did a clean reformat unlike the dirty reformat of old..so sorry i couldnt talk to you guys.

Perhaps it was the insominia, Peraps it was the sens winning game six. But for some reason last night i couldnt get to sleep, so naturally i started thinking about stuff. First i started thinking about where my friends and i would end up after high school, then something hit me that scared me. We weill all be going our sperate paths, how am i going to stay in touch with my friends. This scares me quite a bit because i don really do much with my friends out side of school9basically all i do outside of school is chatting with them on msn). So its only naturall that the bonds with these friends will break right? Well at least im staying in the ottawa region and Im hoping most will be staying in the ottawa region and a bonus if their off to carelton where i am..but if their not.. Whats even worse is 3 of my tight friends will probably be going off next year (chris, jody, damien) So when i go into grade 12 it will just be whacked..In grade 6 to 7 I was happy for the change of schools cause at the time I had only 2 friends and I saw grade 7 as a chance to inally have some sort of a social life..and Slowly but surely things have gotten better and if made quite a few friends..but moving from highscvhool to university its just like..Nein i dont want to lose all these friends I had.

Ok So thats todays rant or w/e you want to call in now on to what I did today.
Today was a pretty uneventful day..Did a math test that was easy as pi.. Got 75% on my photobooklet..Went across the street and had pizza...Yup thats about it..i plan on hopefully watching kinos journey soon..

Hah. I went downtown again today..and it looks like im going to gain the money back that I spent yesterday. I went back downtown today, cause my mom last night was all like" Why didnt you call me if you where downtown"..so i figured she wanted to take me to a restaraunt or something..Turns out she wanted me to help her at work Xd. I refiled stuff, Moved some cabinets and file folders around(me R have big swartzenegger muscles now..No ..not reallyXD) And made made file identification tabs for the people at her office..Never want to do that again though. Cause id embarras people by laughing at their names. Lauged at 4 peoples names.. one of them was lyndia weiner...I am not joking. So ya 20$ profite for helping my mom out and another 25$ when i do my chores..So 45 dollars back yay! I still havent watched those kino's journey dvds >_>.. *goes off to clean watch dvds and the sens game..*

Well here it is folks. my first blog yay. Today i went downtown to pick up some anime. Christ anime is expensive. 32.99 for 1 kinos journey dvd..thats fucking insane. i went their with 60 dollars and I spent it all on: 1 hot dog-1.50 Pop-1.00 Paint marker so I can continue writing stuff on my wallet-3.99 Kinos Journey Dvd With collectors edition box (licence plate included inside O_o)- 42.99. And thats how you waste 60 bucks.. heaven help me if I didnt have a bus pass. Ever find that song that you at the time..can completly relate to so you spend the rest of the day listening to it over and over again. Well I have. So if anyone wants to take a guess at my current mood Listen to Deepest Blue - Give It Away.

Steve- Reminding you that wax beans taste like ass and you should always remeber to spit them out wind at your back..